i figure that i dont need a title. its been almost a month now for 2009. 2009 has been quite a new life for me. Starting a new job, having a car (at last!), single again (not much new though) and u know. Things like that. I am half a person who needs this new life and thinking that i should not look back. Things with Nabil was.. hmm u might have guess. I was controlling myself not to think about him that much, not to cry at nite missing him and many other stupid thing like begging him not to leave me. Well done to me, the only time i tried to reach him was on his birthday. That was just a simple sms. Definitely, no reply. Sometimes i feel like a bag full of crap to him. I am completely nothing to him. But i know i cant complaint, i am no one. And even if he cared to listen, it wont change anything. I guess im through with it. But yes.. sometimes it was so sad. So when i was about to completely forget and give him up. It was last Tuesday. I decided its ok to be single if i dun have him.