Musical Life of Hushgirl

so this weekend, things were so surreal. You may guess, I sometimes thought this is not Malaysia like I used to know anymore. It changes and yes, to me, personally I so against the rally thingy. Went home late on Friday nite since got so many things to do last minute. Around 7 got call from some prankster. I dont wanna talk about it. Then around 8++ had to go and said goodbye to my Indian contract vendors. They asked if its safe to be around in the office so late, I was so ashamed. Malaysia that I know should have no problem and maintain its peaceful. I was just nodding and said, police were everywhere if they need any help. I was actually planning to go to Bukit Bintang after gym, but then told that gym to be closed on Saturday so I think it would be massive riot in Bukit Bintang also.So I adjourned my bills payment routine and just stayed home. It was devastated to stay home, reading facebook newsfeed and twitter tweets.. argh, Malaysians should be better than this. But seriously, w

havent really play my fave toy for a while since gave Teddy to loan it, so yesterday shoot few things :) and also, yesterday had the finale dinner with Zai before she fly. Maybe, the next time we will share food together will be under the sakura tree. Amin :) if, panjang jodoh and murah rezeki =) Kindori Ice Cream ~ Pineapple and Strawberry for Zai Sumiyaki Coffee for moi! Sedap sgt!!! We went to Tony Roma's cuz we cant think of other place ( i actually nak makan sushi kat Saisaki :P ) Diggin the Roma's Sampler my first ever ribeye. I am not a steak eater, I started this year. Had t-bone and this, maybe wagyu later but honestly, not a red meat fan. my fave shoot! So cute with Zai's blurred face and Choc Avalanche. Although we were so full but I told her we must stopped for our  coffee session finale. Now, who will accompany me for the coffee session.. :( Hope Zai will have a blast time in her marriage and all. I will visit her lat

its sad but it has to go.

It's true when they said the first step is the hardest. I have been longing to blog again ever since ever. Just this morning I had the urge to admit that Twitter got me carried away with the whole micro blogging, yes I am. I am Hanyut. Though I really miss blogging. I miss writing and pour everything into this space. Not really care who's gonna read it and what people think of me, I just.. I feel like when I blog, I feel belong. Somehow, officially its already 2012 and I have been blogging nearly 10 years. Same years I knew Nabil and many other wonderful things. When everything fly us back the the early millennium, I just couldnt as for more. Actually I dont really know what Ive been writing about .. listening to Edwin McCain - I Could Not Ask For More. This is actually a song I claimed to be my love song. When I listened to it for the first time, I was not in Love. Thus, I dont really get what the lyrics meant. But I know one day If I ever gonna fall in love, I would.