Musical Life of Hushgirl

countdown to 2011 :) few minutes left! Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Lyke usual, I asleep around 10++ something just now. I dont know whether the stress I denied, or its somethings wrong wit my body I just feel tired n all. Maybe cuz lack of sleep and different pattern of sleep n eating habits n what not. I dunno. But slept early and wake up again around 1++ is no fun. But had too, cuz I had some chores and packing to do. Will be outside KL for 3 days means welcoming the New Year on the road. ( there goes NY celebration again .. haiz.. Soo was excitedly wanted to celebrate high up in the Skybar and it was fully booked and he excitedly telling me that they're goin to somewhere else which is as nicer.. ) I missed those days.. Sigh. But family trip is good. Its good right, urm.. I am actually still longing for that black dress I found in Melaka. Specifically, a shop called chicas or something in the new Jusco. Damn, we were from Umbai when Nana said, hey its still early ( getting 8 pm ) lets go to the new Jusco somewhere nearby Melaka Sentral.

this pic taken inside a house in Jonker Street. The auntie so nice gave me permission to come in and took some pictures. Thanks a lot makcik. :) You're so pretty indeed. So this is my favourite picture cuz I just love the antique cabinets and the old stuff.. also the natural lights, I know this picture could be better done, but this is just my skill. owh Well..  what! nasi lemak no sambal????? owh its inside.... the sambal maybe just a little but damn, very very HOT! i always amused with road sign in jawi. love this morning effect. phone tak canggih, car takda garmin.. so be prepared jer.. penat jd navigator :D roxy girl, sempat jer ;) i got problem with straight lines. I tend to snap everything 'leaning' :(  but love this color, like the watercolor effect Nana's top matched with dedaun- dedaun :) last but never the least, super chubby amy. OMG, i really need to get back to gym!! Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Ku tak sangka situasi minda dapat mempengaruhi ku begini Ku cuba simpan ditanam ditelan tapi emosi kembali lagi Ku habis menulis bab terakhir, ku dah tinggalkan zaman mata berair Ku tampil ke depan ku tak ingin kembali Tapi ku masih rasa begini Sayang, kembalikan hatiku oh dari penjara kasih hatimu Sabar ku ucap kepada angin, tabah hatiku berdiri Tapi bila ku seorang diri, ku lemas dalam mimpi Sayang, kembalikan hatiku oh dari penjara kasih hati Tapi bila ku bangun dari khayalan mimpi ku ini Ku lemparkan wajah mu dari halaman minda ku lagi Sekian lama ku tunggu, sekian lama ku mimpi Sekian lama ku nyanyi Sayang, kembalikan sayang i think he is our own John Mayer. =) so gonna get the cd. taken from  Lyrics Database Hushgirl currently listening to : as stated.

some of the pictures during xmas lunch party in my office. bought the Roasted Turkey from Cold Storage KLCC. No cranberries jam.. tak syiok.  cik Amy penyibuk. sneak Peek iPong 4 me n faz Ramesh n See Tho main main dlm bilik Boss berlakon :D Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Princess Leia strikes again! haha Nope, its just that in the office, we are not allowed to us any type or messenger, stand alone or web version. So we ( the developers) tend to be bored and stuff and mis-use the office email to gossip and lepas geram. Just to chat and share stuff, so I came up with the idea of using ipmsg. So we installed and chat there. Today my screen name is Princess Leia :D quite suprising the boys. Haha I think they like it. So, hows things? My boss got a little surgery to remove the appendix and he has to rest like 10 days. So, here I am blogging, not that i have nothing to do but I just.. well killing times :D I just resolved few cases just now, so need some times to relax my mind. Thought of this week gonna be a busy one, but laziness kills me. Since boss is not beside me.. hehe So I sound cheerful today. Well why not? I was struggling with life yesterday. No, yesterday was ok. Worked smoothly, no sleepy feeling since I slept around 930 the night befo

midnight people rushing for a downtown train watching and wasting away their hearts beat free cool frequency and i don't know what it is i'm gonna run the slow dawn seeking sigh, oh so faint i'm gonna run the slow dawn awake it's blessed undone the songbirds all around and i'm not sure what it is but i'm sure that i could give it awake the slow dawn slow dawn moves by my side teach your silent sleep slow dawn the midnight people washing down here, wasting way they're gonna run the slow dawn awake the slow dawn awake the slow dawn awake the slow dawn awake ** amy was asleep at 9:30 pm last nite and woke up 5:30 this dawn. Its a beautiful dawn. and its.. 3 days to decide. Hushgirl currently listening to : Smashing Pumpkins - Slow dawn.

last few weeks, i heard from my lunch buddies that my Crush was struggling on his relationship with a very lovely girl, his quite a long term girlfriend. I met her twice and i didnt really like her cuz she looked a bit like controlling and stuck up. but then, maybe he likes to be controlled we never know. so, no wonder past few days, mr H ( my crush ) seems like very down and all. he came to my place every now and then, but he didnt make jokes like usual. however, he did look cheery last Thursday when he was doing some payment letter management and i went up to kacau him. but then it ended up with some career advice session and i concluded he is no longer my crush. he is my Abg Long! =) so yeah, its official today, ive been confirmed he really heartbroken and he's on leave for 3 days. thats mean, i wont be seeing him at all this week, cuz ill be on my 2 days leave after him. May God bless him. So sad if he is really hurt. ( sekali dia yang cheat on her.. haha ok.. ) My nene

1/ 25, f/8 iso 3200 ...pada pintu bilik air yang best ni... i want i want. Hushgirl currently listening to : Cafe Del Mar Aria 2

I am sad. I am alone on the Christmas Eve. Alone. Very much alone. I am sad. I listen to Paranoid Android Nobody has sad voice like Thom Yorke "Ohhh rain now... rain now, come on rain now on me from the great height, from the great great height, height..." Toldja it was sad. It was. It's simply devastated. Its suicidal song. urm Whatever. And today in between jobs, discussion with my fucking senior, rushing to get the roasted turkey, searching for a good knife, calling on people, love, jobs again, banks and stuff. I am still sad. Thom Yorke's voice is in my head. Now I know what radiohead means. Damn, Brits. You're always the best in music So I am alone. On xmas eve. " No way November will see our goodbye When it comes December it's obvious why Nobody wants to be alone on Christmas time.." John Mayer on St Patrick's Day I said my goodbye on November I waved my hi on December Im still alone on Christmas time I am

Still the greatest man on Earth. :) Al-Fatihah Hushgirl currently listening to : -

2 thumbs up! Occay, I have no idea what's happening but a good dream did make your day. I had a very nice dream last nite when a stranger called lover sang me a very lovely poem as a love song. For me! Of course its just a dream and I have no idea of who, but woke up positively kicked ass! As because of that, I spent too much time in the shower and too slow in searching what to wear, when I fully dressed up, it was already 8!! I was fucking late! And no way I could make it on time. I knew it!!! So.. I went put on my make up and thought, I should just a day off. I had plenty of chores anyway, I could pay all my bills, pay my car insurance, renew my road tax and bla bla bla. So I sent out 2 text message. 1 to my boss, 1 to my cousin. I went on a couch. Sitting and thinking. My tummy beggin for food. I grabbed my purse to some money and my handphone, I saw 3 messages. Boss said OK. Nana said something that made me replied back "Mid Valley Jom" And she said yes. I p

i dun regreT its your Loss. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

So, the weekend is almost over. As we never realized it and just as the 2010 will close its drama. Too much drama this year. Either created by yours truly or by playing it and went on, with the flow. Nevertheless, I am kinda excited. Officially will be in my 3-series kinda life and I hope I could be more open and more matured over things I think I can keep up with. But the exception still be there. Like, if a guy decided not to commit himself to me with the reason, No I'm not ready. I would understand, but please understand that we could never be friends as usual. Why? No, not cuz I am not matured but cuz I just cant bear to hear that he will tie the knot with a 22 year old girl 3 months after the break up. I mean, it happened a lot and it was devastated. So being a matured has its limit. And a few days to go. Im pretty excited cuz I know whats in  store for my own 2010 closure. I know whats projects to be completed and what projects waiting to be started. Exciting!! Also,

This is Beth and her family. The dad named Benjamin Boyd and the brother of 2 years older, Brandon Boyd. It was 3 of them in the family, the mom went out to see a different guy one night and never came back. Ben was devastated he wasnt in a real state of mind for few years until the children became teenagers and Beth got into the glee club. It excited him up and got him in the real world. He got OK. They never missed to have breakfast and dinner together. Ben loved to tell their children about the real life, the real world and Rollin Stone. Beth became very handy with houseworks but usually it was Brandon who spent most of the time in the kitchen. If Ben wasnt home, Beth would just settled for TV dinner. A microwave food. It was easy. On the other side, Brandon thought that wasnt a real food. He cooked! And he got the stove on Fire !!!!!! They were so panicked!! But they were lucky the fire guys came down to the house immediately. So, Brandon was forbid to cook. He grilled

Seriously I am having a hard time to blog recently. This is my so called The Entry #484. In the wee hours with Smashing Pumpkins rarities.. huh. I have my personal goal to have The Entry #500 on 1st Jan 2011. I dont know why, but I kinda looking forward to 2011.. though I know I'd be more lonelier by then. 2 of my bffs are goin on their way to a simple life, tie the knot and having a family. Both of them are leaving KL. And my cf ( cousin forever - haha of cuz its forever :P ) is goin to be transferred to her own hometown. So here I am and will always be, me and my very saturday morning.. with A x l  R o s e. Somehow a few days go, I was creating my own G n R's nite and it was their mtv marathon ( thanks You tube ) I felt like G n R has a nice way to de-stress. You sing their songs and you'll be ok! Serious!!! haha  No my point is for all these years I have been listening to them quite fanatically, I just found out how sexy Axl is.. or should I say was? :D But serious

Somebody just talked about Serenedipity Beach Resort in Koh Lipe, Thailand. I wish it was you . Hushgirl currently listening to : -

the countdown begins now... :) Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Mickey-cchann getting drowsy + Nana and the Natural Jacuzzi + The sexy Jacuzzi + Tomey Tomot! + Fatty Nasi Lemak isk isk isk + Mickey tengah marah sbb nk makan nasi lemak + Mickey-cchann inside paperbag + Drooling over Maserati... :P~~ slurps... Hushgirl currently listening to : la la la

I finally watched Pearl Harbor last nite. but i feel nothing. Like the feeling is dead. but i only watched it half way. All in all, it was Josh Hartnett in my dream. :) Hushgirl currently listening to : no song.

There was this man. A man in my life. He talked me life. Past, present and future. And with his charms, he talked. He expressed. He recited. Sometimes he just, mumbled. But with his charms. He entertained. And he never stop, bringing the world to a lonely planet. And now the planet no longer breathing. I guess. Maybe she needs another story. Maybe she misses the storyteller. That planet is me. in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be Hushgirl currently listening to : there'll you be by faith hill.

cuz this is HerStory. i bumped into my crush in the elevator just now n he was checking me out other than tried to gossip me with my boss (dun take this personally cuz my boss gossips me with him anyway.. its craps ) .. so yes, he is as handsome as prince charming (in my eyes) and yes, damn he melts me! but he just a crush.. no biggie. somehow none of his fb pics look as nice as i see him.. o why? cuz ure blind . Hushgirl currently listening to :  i dun need music at this very moment hahah ok i know im pathetic .

in spite of me. =) my fave song. my in love song. anyway, today i got a very very lovely Hello Kitty stickers for my 2011 planner. Anyway, already started the 2011 journal with Dec happenings. Its always like that.. December is like the month of preparation, month of what we call as warm up month.. sorta. if December seems ok, the rest of 2011 wud be OK!! rest assured! omg i sound so positive today, dont you like it?  :) super Kawaii!!!! note : dun want Emo Emo lagi lah! Hushgirl currently listening to : Head over Feet by my Kakak.