Musical Life of Hushgirl

I am too tired to blog. Ahh cya later. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Ammar invited you to "2010 - Celebrating with style " on Thursday, December 31 at 10:00pm. Event: 2010 - Celebrating with style What: Club Party Start Time: Thursday, December 31 at 10:00pm End Time: Friday, January 1 at 3:00am Where: Werner's on Changkat, Changkat Bukit Bintang screw all Saints! Hushgirl currently listening to : Church on Tuesday | Stone Temple Pilots

FYI, The title I usually used for my blog is sometimes related but most of the is obviously, irrelevant with the current post. ie, the previous entry. The title was taken from one part of the song lyrics. Of cause related with the song but not related with the man inside the entry. In case you are wondering, no we are not fucked :D Ha ha Owh Gosh, this is misleading. Okay, so for this entry, the title was created cuz I am eating some tuna puff pastry :D Bought from Bread History I guess, the tuna is not as nice as the tuna from the bakery in Sogo. I dun remember the name but its the only bakery in Sogo. The LG level. The tuna doughnut and tuna sandwich are the best. I used to have their tuna sandwich for lunch and my colleague like usual asked me : - Where did you get the sandwich? - Sogo - U went there just now? - Yep. - Just for that sandwich? - Why not? Its worth the journey though - Chi Sin. ( in her heart qua ) Ha ha maybe its crazy. the tren travel cost RM2.40 return trip. And th

Damn.. I really really missing someone. But I think I told him already, but Gosh, I really afraid I could scare him away. But I miss him! So here am I. In my not so cozy bed, Sunday evening.. with my old time brother Slash. If 'he' is here, I would sing him this one I dont have plans and schemes And I dont have hopes and dreams I dont have anything Since I dont have you And I dont have fond desires and I dont have happy hours And I dont have anything Since I dont have you Ahh just a blue Sunday evening alone. The song takda mengena pun. He never walked out on me, not obligated anyway. But I miss him. Should I tell him again? or is it cuz I am all alone now? No. I miss him. Ahh. Stupid me. I feel like having Starbucks then. Hushgirl currently listening to : since I dont have You | Guns N Roses

Somehow, managed to wake up around 640 this morning, had shower cuz I dun wanna get sleepy while driving but didnt wash the hair though. Since I had packing the night before, so I just grabbed my phone and pack the lappie and I were good to go. So, around 7 am, got my baby alive and drove her to Pan Pac to pick up the sister. :D And off we go!. or went? :D Just when we arrived, bumped into Ma on the road and we went out to the market and stuff. And so happened that the neighbor just passed away. Mom said he was somebody here. I dunno the look though, I remembered that he had some bulldogs and there were fierce. Everytime me and the siblings walked to the school by short cut trails, we would passed by the house and the dogs would come to the gate and barked at us. I still can imagine what would it be if the gate wasnt really closed. Gila mampos! So, RIP. Didnt I mention that Zai's dad passed away on 24th? Gosh.. I feel bad I cant make it to the funeral but the hometown was in Kota T

hugs! Hushgirl currently listening to : Eh Eh | Lady Gaga

Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Something's changing inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You got to make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry

All I know, maybe my colorful world is a different shades of gray. Wanted to watch Avatar today with sis, but unsuccessful online ticket booking and stuff, and I felt she doesnt really wanna go so, I stayed home. I didnt go back to my hometown cuz I didnt feel like it. I want the day off on my own. I need that. I need to think. But I was forced to come home.. originally mom asked me to go back today but my sis wanted to tag along tomorrow so I kinda told my mom I am goin back on Saturday. Its not that I dun wanna go home but I hate to drive. I am scared. If there is people who scared of flying. I am scared of driving. I am. But I got to drive it also. I dun trust my sis to drive. But ok thats a diff story. So today I was like, scrubbing the bathroom. did some laundry, wrote a love letter. Waiting. No reply. But I was positive though. Ate nasi lemak. Stared at my hips and waist. Wear my white Bintang singlet and a red shorts. Sweet. Hot Sexy. I was positive. And I finally watched Jennif

last nite on Xmas Eve, I was the Ms. Scrooge. :D but this Xmas morning I was someone different. I am happier. Though I am alone in my bed, but I decided to be happy. And Im sure now with whom I wanna be happy with. And as long as he didnt kick me out of his life, I wanna be happy with him! xoxo love. Sing me this song on our first Sunday morning together. whenever it will be. Hushgirl currently listening to : Your Body is Wonderland | John Mayer | Room for Squares

so wrong! despite the typical cost of dating, birthday present ( of course the gift is double the cost of the gift to your normal friend, might be as much as the cost of gift to the family members) and phone bills.. when the love is gone, there's also cost of it. for me it would be :- a) phone bills incl calling my mom, some guys to kill the time, cousins and of course your bff. thank God I dun have much bffs :D b) water bill. well.. having myself in the shower not doing anything except crying in the pouring water.. argh.. blast. c) coffee bills. Well at least not as bad as once upon a time, clubbing entrance and cosmos and booze bills and .. well, hotel bills. d) shopping bills. :D should I list? eversince I tried to make myself happy and buying stuff to make me forget about GG.. there were little black dress books, new clothes, accessories from Diva, sigh... and latest were some stuff from Kiehl's . Phewwww and I am waiting for my Bobbi Brown eyeliner which I purchased online

Ku tak peduli Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati Ku tak peduli Ku memang begini Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati Ku tak peduli Apa saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku Kau takkan mengerti Yang selama ini aku rasakan, pasti Kau tak peduli Bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela this is too deep. im still sad. its really hurts.. sometimes i could just stand and do nothing and I dunno. I feel like not so healthy. Im afraid my BP got high and sometimes I feel like my head gonna explode. and if I die tomorrow, Im taking his love with me. cuz I believe, i still love him no matter how much i try to deny it and no matter how much i try to fill my hole with other guys. i dunno. just leave me alone. this is so so hurts. Hushgirl currently listening to :

3 books. 2 dvd, no 6 dvd.. 6 movies 1 season of True Blood series. Ahh.. I shud have time for myself. Cuz the more I tried to calm it down, I still thought of the bastard. Its harder than I thought though Im positive that Love is no more. Maybe I was wrong? no. Positive. Its not love. Its just... maybe Im the type who fall in love easily but it really stay. and No, you're not the rebound. You are the savior. Hushgirl currently listening to : The kill | 30 Seconds from Mars |

lets do the diary like again =) ( cuz im afraid id be so so emo ) Thursday - 17/12/2009 0709 hrs : Woke up. Since it would be the last day of working, I got a little bit of spirit. Didnt wash my hair that morning, my fren said, its not good to wash the hair during menses. :D Well.. since the scalp was not so oily, I skipped the washing. I had my black baju kurung today and my black hair band. Alice in Wonderland stylo :) 0821 hrs : Punched in. NOT BAD! Bumped into Kazuk in the lift. Both of us accidently pushed the 5th button where we actually located in 3rd floor now :) huhu the computer lab kinda office. It was terrible. 0840 hrs : My AM came in. He sat beside me. Asked if I felt better kekeke chatted a bit and complaint how close is the monitor to my eyes. He planned to request for flat screen and he did.. submit a request form later. My colleague said my AM is excited to have me beside him. OF COURSE!!!! Now he could see that I type email more faster that doing coding :D Wakakaka 1

I am watching this Greatest American Dog reality TV show. U know, when dogs and their owners compete to be the Greatest Dog. I think its entertaining, just like the Super Sweet 16 Bash by MTV :) So, I sound happy ya? I dunno. I skipped the work today. As if its my own company, but I was sick and lied on the bed the whole day. No more puffy eyes I hope, but a super huge arms .. hmm So, the previous entry was made around 3 am. I got to bed earlier, around 10 something. Around 2 something I was awake and couldnt sleep. So I blogged and tried to sleep. Before I did, I left some online hugs to this guy I always do whenever I missed him. Eversince post Eid we got reconnected, we didnt talk much. We didnt even had a chance to meet up, but I did cyberly hug him whenever I missed him. Even when I met GG for the 1st time this time, I send this guy a hug and hope he could got online and stop me from seeing my ex, who obviously now a big mistake. Whatever it is, while trying to sleeep.. subconscio

happy at last. <3 Hushgirl currently listening to : Catch the Sun | Doves |

3 AM in the wee hours. I slept earlier than usual. Around 10 pm. Well nothing much recently, no texting session, no chat session and obviously no calls. Nabil was letting me being independent since I guess he thinks I wud be fine. Well, I also wondering if he is seeing other girl. I mean... I gotta be prepared anyway kan? At work, there were still a few session of bitching about GG with few friends who just found out. Not just gfs, but bf. I just need some guys opinion and I am glad I got E. E could be this snobbish boyfriend I ever had, but I couldnt deny.. he was a great lister. He could sum up things like this.. who knows amy, the wedding was planned and he gotta follow his parents wish. Then he is not happy. He isnt living with her, maybe he's getting a divorced or already am. Thus he is not cheating on her, and he is not lying to you. ha ha so good to be true. anyway would that be so good if its true? Although I hate him so so much now, I dun wanna see him unHappy. Is dat so?

All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's

0711 hrs : rise n shine, the Sunday morning. A beautiful Sunday morning. Woke up early as me and the girls planned to go to Ikea and such. And I still not so good in parking n stuff, so planned to go earlier to beat the rush. So I got my roxy tee, purple cardi and my new purple bag :) smokey eyes and tinted lips. 0900 hrs : drove to Mutiara Damansara. traffic was ok. I took jalan Duta and to Penchala Link. Tried not to focus on Mont Kiara much. hmm where Mr Bastard resides yea, with the lovely wife. 0940 hrs : arrived, Got a nice parking space. Since still earlier managed to park it reversely. I was proud of myself. Went for breakfast. Had nasi lemak... ish. 1000 hrs : shop shop shop till us drop. snap snap xmas picture. I got a nice America's next Top Model pink jacket in FOS :D And it was cheap. MYR39!! 1130 hrs : Starbucks session. Had blast, 3 of us cant stop laughing. It was a great moment. I had 3 shots of espresso on the rocks :D Konon.. 1300 hrs : bought some black necklace

0700 hrs : the alarm sound. snoozed till 8. whoa hard to get up since slept late last nite. normal friday nite to me. well.. 0800 hrs : finally got ouf of bed with a little headache. maybe not enough of beauty and healthy sleep. went to shower. 0845 hrs : getting ready to drive outside to Batu Caves and get my pos laju package. Sadly, the notice expired. the package is return to sender. owh anyway, there is a new kopitiam around there. its Bangi Kopitiam. will check it out later. 0930 hrs : went to the market. bought some cumi for sambal. cooked fried meehoon and sambal cumi. 1130 hrs : getting ready for Arip's wedding. Nurul said to come and pick me up around 12 something 0125 hrs : Nurul finally arrived. I was sleepy. Sarah was so cuteeee. but she got a bit of shy with me. :D she got her milk and nap. I talked a lot of things with nurul. Nurul is freelance wedding planner. And she was talking about my wedding.. well like its goin to be that soon? huh. anyway, i picture it well. I

0645 hrs : I heard my alarm. My devastating dream ended. It was a real crap. Too much drama and tears and feeling of regrets. I woke up with Nabil on my mind cuz he did call me up last nite and I was aslept while talking to him. Alarm snoozed. 0705 hrs : Woke up and drank a glass of water and headed to shower. 0827 hrs : punched in the office. great! no late. 1000 hrs : missed GG. googled his full name and accidently found this blog with GG wedding pics in UIA. beautiful pictures. I started shaking. Close the window and grabbed my phone to the bathroom. I called Mimi. She didnt picked up. I called Nabil. No answer. I called Zai, she was in the meeting. I got numb. But I couldnt cry. 1100 hrs : texted Mama. She replied with some words of wisdom. I love her. I cried. 1200 hrs : lunch with Kak Zu cuz promised her for lunch in AnW. Tried to cover up the sadness. 1600 hrs : GG texted for tonite's plan. I bombarded him with a lot of question. Why u lied? what have i done? I could do any

... I found GG wedding pics on the Net. ..... hmmm God, how much more you want to test me? Hushgirl currently listening to : -

i love my blog cuz i tell her everything. and to people who silently reading my blog, many Thanks. I stumbled upon a blog of a dog. the diary of her daily life. I kinda feel like its interesting. so I feel like having one. ( i mean the diary like.. not to have a dog's diary ) anyway, i feel like having the fresh start as at today. 0700 hrs : Woke up. My morning alarm sound was Somebody to Love by Leighton Meester hmmm I got quite sick of that sound though. Like usual the first person who came in my mind the moment I woke up was GG. I remembered what I have thought last nite. I hope I can survived the day. 0800 hrs : I was rushing to the office with my backpack. Intend of goin to the gym. While rushing, I couldnt find my car key. Spent 10 mins looking for it. It was actually in the backpack pocket. I had my fave skirt on today. 0833 hrs : punched in late. 0829 is my green punch in hour :D throat felt so thirsty. I have no idea if I were crying in my sleep. 0900 hrs : I told Zai what

its over. Hushgirl currently listening to :

Well I figured out. Since I cant sleep I should do some reading. Indeed I just had some. It was quite amusing. I was googling for some article - dating your ex. ha ha Seriously, it cracked me out. I realized the big thing is that :- Do no fast forward. It does make things slow down =) So I guess, tomorrow I will just text him during lunch hour, just asking how the presentation goes. Then I wont text him again =) But anyway, if I am not the exception, whatever I'd do wont work out anyway kan. this is so tricky. the more i think, the more i think i would regret. sheeshh.. and my playlist mcm ada kena mengena laks. :D Hushgirl currently listening to : This is How I Disappear | MCR | The Black Parade

i cant sleep. it feels so awful. and the worst thing is that i dunno why i cant sleep. but yes i really cant sleep. its awful. its 03:03 am. owh well. i really hate it. seriously i am. im supposed to be happy but im not. whats wrong? Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I was like shocked a bit when I surfed to my blog yesterday. I mean the previous entry. :) yikes! Im not goin to elaborate more. I always know the moment would come. Nabil was well.. I always thought he was the one, but I always knew I'd meet someone other than him. And apparently, I met someone I met before. Someone. Well, I could say, he was my last love. True love, I could say. So despite all the negativities - he doesnt love me enough, he might someday left me again and Im not good enough for him.. stuff. I just enjoy the time now. Having him beside me again was.. well.. no words to describe it. But when I felt happy to see him smiling at me, I got the fear though. Fear of losing him again. Well then, just let God decide. To meet again after 6 years is already miracle. To hug him again, to kiss him, and just to be at his side is already .. hmm Thank you God. note : I was actually felt like to stop blogging or to make this blog private but I guess, well.. Nadiah told me about th

nabil ... :( all over now. im officially alone. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

am goin to cook tom yum soup today :) my first time! excited!! Hushgirl currently listening to : tentang Seseorang | Anda bunga| OST Ada apa Dengan Cinta

The previous blog entry was the prologue of this blog entry. At first, i was thinking to just make this blog private cuz things are getting too intimate and personal, I just dun wanna share. But I wanna write. well.. then again I thought what the hell.. its my blog, its my life. And not much people reading it. Might be some silent readers who keep silent. I'd appreciate it. So. The story begins last month, out of sudden. I decided to finally google my ex's facebook. This is my ex during the last semester in college. Fortunately, someone from my college too and I admit, he was different. Not that I never fall in love before him, but I thought he was the first. of Everything cuz I knew once I fell for him, I wanted marry him. But of course, I am not a wife material. not a Perfect gf and things didnt work out. It was really devastated. We actually kept in touch once a while thru emails, texts and calls. Most of the conversation made me angry and hurt. I remembered the last time I

Part I - Cinta Mati : Agnes Monica feat Ahmad Dhani Part II - Cinta Mati II : Mulan Jameela Just when i was like keep hearing the Cinta Mati II song chorus, it was happened in my life that, someone I used to place right inside my heard and got separated for 6 years .. came back into my heart. but it may not be cinta. maybe not yet. i am not so sure myself but i believe in fate, he believes in fate as well. Pray that we could be happy. Amin. Hushgirl currently listening to : as above

Finally!!! I was actually wanted to register for the Asia's own The Biggest Loser Show. But I didnt. I wanted too though.. but I guess if I went though, I wouldnt get it. They took those ppl with 100 kg and above. But last nite, for the first time I watched it over Hallmark channel.. there were 2 ladies who less than 100 kg. Hmm.... I really enjoyed the show. Moreover, I already watched the Desperate Housewives series and tuesday is my Gym off nite :D heheheheh I felt so positive watching this new reality show. ;) I already chose my fave contestant.. heheheh Hes the one from MY country, named Aaron Mokhtar. A real cute father or two hheheheh I think he is mixed blood. Cute alright.. must be a real hottie once the extra flesh is coming out ha ha. gosh! Of course big guy is cute! A hugly wugly my own teddy bear :) Of course I got my fave one amongst the lady as well. She was from HK and only 19! so cuteeeee!!! She looks like my neighbor.. Sigh.. I wish i Could have a trainer now..

I realized that I didnt post any entry quite lately. Its not I dun have anything to share, basically I got so much Drama.. knowing me. But I was like, I dunno... not into to blog. pretty weird right... knowing me. So I have no idea where to begin. 1. We're all connected. Officially, the cousins and few of my aunts and uncles were on facebook. It is cute to see us connected thru the wire. And its good though.. doesnt really matter how many years of gap and stuff.. when we are all connected, we basically ONE. 2. I think I am fatter now I am not proud to say this, but I skipped most of my gym routine now :( I am so sad I have no idea ... Now I am thinking to have a personal trainer, but That would be so tiring and I hate it :( I want motivation and nobody seems to be one for one. Maybe I should put Beyonce's pic on my mirror for me to see everyday. Imagine those firm thighs and flat tummy. I want... other than that, I am so gonna buy the OSim uKimono next year. I want more green!

y'know, everytimes I see my curl roots, I would get dilemma. To rebond my hair again or to let it curls and yea, maybe color it? highlight it? And for the past few days, I made most of my friends went crazy asking them how should I have my hair done. Ha ha ha even Nadiah spilled it out. She said, 'i know when it comes to ur hair, u always make me go crazy' something like that and her sentence is really funny. it cracked me out. anyway, i did visiting my hairdresser at derrick and team. well, was actually intend to try out the e3 salon. they use schwazrkopf as well. adn 4 stamps entitle a free highlight service. who would say no? and its quite cheaper i guess.. but my hair is too fragile to take the risk. So, derrick and team always. i was opt for hair relaxing but Christina said, my hair is not that straight for relaxing. furthermore the chemical is not up to the par for my kinda hair and I will only wasted my $$. So rebonding again. flat hair again. :) but good hair smell.

I am due for the Fall/Winter simply stuff. Was actually designed one, but accidently close the canvas without save it first. And too lazy to start over. Maybe tomorrows nite. I have picked stuff from great designer labels. Well, change a bit la. Fall fashion always to me a designer label. I dunno why. Not to say that fall and winter is irrelevant to Malaysia, cuz we have this rainy season now. It was raining every evening. Begins around 3 pm. Sometimes, it was raining during lunch hour. Just great. There were times I love looking at the rain. I mean... u know, watching the raindrops. It is quite mesmerizing though. Make me wonder... and keep wondering. Life is so at the bottom nowadays. But I dun feel like to share it. Maybe one day.. its just, hmmm.. its never enough. Nites for now. note : .. am in my blue mood. my Spongebob nite pants are blue, my sleep socks are baby blue and my sleep lace top is also light blue :D Hushgirl currently listening to : I Will Survive | Cake

.. and a nice song God wants me to listen and calm my heart. You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your l

I usually put my playlist randomly.. and tonight like fate, the playlist contains all the good ol favourite songs of mine. Simply lucky. Lets share. 01. You Are My love - Jamiroquai 02. To Be with You - Mr Big 03. Sour Girl - Stone Temple Pilots 04. Simple Kind of Life - No Doubt 05. Party Up - Hillary Duff ( cheesyyy...) 06. Apocalypse Please - Muse 07. Mencari Konklusi - Hujan 08. If you Keep losing Sleep - Silverchair 09. Luxurious - Gwen Stefani 10. Seven Days in Sunny June - Jamiroquai 11. Nora Zen - Komplot 12. Are You In? - Incubus 13. Sometimes You Cant Make it Your Own - U2( i cried during this song) 14. Too Much of Not Enough - Silverchair 15. Risalah Hati - Dewa 16. Bringin on the Heartbreak - Def Leppard 17. Cinta Mati - Agnes Monica feat Ahmad Dhani 18. Tonight, Tonight - Smashing Pumpkins 19. I Cry - Shayne Ward and i finally found the recipe of Capicolla And Asiago Pinwheels. It simply easy one, I saw Michael Bonacini made it on Cook Like a Chef on AFC. So, here goes the

I thot I was ok. I lied. Today I talked to Nabil and I thought I was ok. I guessed I am. But the moment he left, I imagined things, and I know If I am ok, I wont imagine things. I kept asking myself this is what I want. Nabil as nobody and I feel nothing. What if one day he tell me that he's getting married? He found the one? or He is sleeping with someIt girl, on regular basis. Nobody's an angel. He is not. I would faint. I know half of me will die So I decided that this is it. And I promise, this is it. Its really hurts... And I thot there is somebody who would be there. I was wrong. He got back here but never seen me. Never spare some of his minutes to see me. I was completely wrong. I dunno where I am in his heart. Maybe there is no place at all. And I thought he could make me happy. Cuz he did. He is not a rebound. He is an old flame. My last torch of light. My life map. ... and now Im lost... again. note : I promise there wud be happier entries in the future. I need some

Y'know.. its funny when we know more people, the more things get weird. Being once an IT student, I spent a lot of time in front of PC. Began from my ma's huge desktop with a huge monitor, then my own little desktop with a flat screen. Amongst the first.. and yes, now with my own laptop. To me, I just cant live without Internet. But I dun chat much, maybe yes, once ago. The ICQ period. :P love it! Im not kinda of person who chat in a chatroom.. like the mIRC stuff.. not me. To me IM is more intimate and personal and more, hopefully.. trustful. I never underestimate the power of online relationship. I had a few, guys .. girls. Sometimes, we can get our own love life through online. And with more social network program like myspace and facebook.. things are more easier. Its easier to get new friends online than on real life :D ha ha true? cuz who will say Hi to stranger.. moreover Asian dun normally do that. And if we had Hi from stranger, would we say Hi back? No right? So being

WHOA!!!! its been like ages! ha ha.. Gosh I have so much to tell. Anyway, well.. lets go on something physical! Last weekend was a ladies day out, me mom and my sis. me and mom had movie together, bought the sis b'day present and later the eve, my sis came n joined us and we had some cakes hehehe ( well we didnt finished the carrot cake, had it to go and spent 3 days to finish it.. the cream cheese toppings r to die for) So, the cakes were from The olive Tree @Pavilion. The tiramisu is awesome! what else? owh I spent some good ol debts on Dorothy Perkins. Argh was thinking to NOT to shop, but I got this nice knitted pink top and leggings :D And yes at last got the Fashion Forward member card :) that nite? urm.. I dun remember what we had that nite, but I know after moments we reached home, Ijai and Babah arrived.. and yes, we had dine out and we had KFC at Sentul Boulevard. You know KFC in there was operated by some disabled staff. Well I have nothing against it.. its pretty cool.