Musical Life of Hushgirl

Yang maha bising.. !! Well xmo ckp byk kang kena chup racist.. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

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Its so funny when seetho came n lepak at my place since Monday we got to daydream about travel. Europe la NZ la Paris la kekeke it was during lunch hour he came to my cube and dreaming. Yesterday he did the same this time its about buying our dream home. Until my boss joined in and told me that with my income, I could only afford a house not more than 200K haha kesiannnn So guess who was the dreamer today? Yes no other than the kacak one, Mr H. He came to my place to talk about the work but he sempat to nag about the minutes before I was main2 with Izan. Damn! Sempat kan? That day I dah fight2 with him sbb dia nag2 me. But luckily nag this time was shorter and then he talked about salary n stuff. And yea its getting personaal so I can't really blog about it but yeah he then dreaming about getting a good salary. And of cuz, hearing the humbleness attached to his kacakness somehow soothes my soul. :) Love, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Morning ~ Breakfast slice of honey dew small glass of milk ~ in between meals snack ~ boiled corn Noon ~ Lunch garden salad boiled corn plain water ~ in between meals snack ~ Late Eve ~ Dinner

Morning ~ Breakfast  plain water before shower boiled potatoes ( 2 medium sized potatoes with sauteed onions and chili flakes in olive butter) plain water ~ in between meals snack ~  plain water cherry tomatoes Noon ~ Lunch  Garden salad (baby romaine, corals, carrot, cucumber and boiled corn) Plain water ~ in between m eals snack ~  only plain water (cuz so busy) Late Eve ~ Dinner jeng jeng jeng!!! nasi kandar!!!! omg its true. iced caramel macchiato notes : i know i know. i failed today. veggie only makes me hungry and crave. which is very very bad. when Nana asked me to accompany her to Starbucks for study i was like OK. thot of having a nice americano with less sugar. but Neh. we even walked to Pelita for nasi Kandar and the ayam goreng ok!!! im dying!!! nvm. all the best for tomorrow. we MUST think POSITIVE!!!

Morning ~ Breakfast 1 hr massage training a glass of water before shower 1 plum 1 slice of honey dew small glass of milk ~ in between meals snack ~ 1 slice of honey dew plain water Noon ~ Lunch plain water 1 medium size royal gala apple 1 medium size pear 1 slice honey dew ~ in between meals snack ~ 1 slice of honey dew plain water Late Eve ~ Dinner  small plate of fried beehoon ( leftovers) more plain water some notes : am not really proud of myself for eating the fried beehoon. It just that cuz its in the freezer and the temptation is there. but i dun think of the day 1 as a failure, its just a starter and i know it will be better the next upcoming days.  though i was booked for 3 weddings this weekend, i dont know how my 7-day diet would be like  its depressed to just think about it.  ahh well so, yea i felt good today when i had more fruits than ever!! i felt like my tummy is cleansed and detox. its kinda feel good moment when you had only fruits but you mana

Last week, I got this opportunity to attend an NLP training at my office. One of the modules lectured was Cause > Effect. I kinda like it and began to put it in my personals like my family, my relationship and my career. I think generally I'm in the effects of all this. To be at the cause required a lot of patience and of course mutual efforts from each other. I know I'm being pessimistic but yea that is me. I guess its not the right time yet.. I dunno. So I narrowed the list and its just so happened that Kak Linda shared me about this 7 day Diet. And she was convincing enough that she tried it first n later shared it with me. So I thought this is definitely one of the practice for me to be at the cause of, my ownself! So here I will, using this blog as my own diet diary. I know I can do it. Love, Amy. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

I took my love, I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills Til the landslide brought it down Oh mirror in the sky what is love? Can the child within heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life? Well I've been afraid of changing cause I've Built my life around you But time makes you bolder Even children get older And I'm getting older too I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain I turned around And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills The landslide brought it down Happy birthday, Immie. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Meltdown. Crestfallen. Infinite sadness. I am actually not sure of what exactly I'm thinking but I am terribly sad. Its just sad. Life is sad. It could be cuz everybody is leaving someday so I got scared. Or it could be cuz my trainee was like so slowww but always thought he understands everything and even cut off my explaination so I got very pissed off when he still doing the same error. Like I clearly defined him the whole concept and he still got the wrong idea. Damn I wish I could be more patient. So I listen to music now in my workstation, I'm sorry boss, I need music to cool me down. And yeah so I told my lunch buddy I'd be goin somewhere for lunch. In fact I didn't go anywhere I hid myself in Kotaraya Starbucks with my fave macchiato and my whiteberry. So I could blog, so I could connect with anyone who feels like to talk. Talking about other stuff than what my lunch buddies always talk about. Marriage + pregnancy + blaa bla bla what am I supposed to say?

i think i will try to keep my stuff to myself. not that i feel like im being a joke to myself, but i guess people just not into it.. and the most i fear is how they will judge me. and the very most that i fear is that, they dont actually interested to know. so zip zip zip i got my blog to blurt it all out and of cuz, my twitter. so im doing the same ol' thing, i dun wanna listen to your story as well so i unfollow you and i hide your fb news feed. as simple as that. whats the real purpose of this entry? owh yea, id be more quiet this time. id be glad if you ask, but pls understand if i chose not to answer. owh i really miss GG. for every part of him. and its ok if he doesnt miss me. im not the priority. Hushgirl currently listening to : Love Song by Adele. (yes again..)

I love you, this Much. <3, Amy. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

xoxo, Amylia

And I know how you feel in the night Do you know how I feel in the night? 'Cause I know why I feel all the   Pins in my needles, pins in my needles, you Pins in my needles, pins in my needles, you   you dont miss me, you? Hushgirl currently listening to : silverchair - pins in my needles

its just very funnt to be aslept at 11 pm .. well around dat, and woke up like 2 something. And its really hot so I took a shower and here I am. when I awoke, the lappie was still on. so i felt like listening to some of reza salleh's. its obviously reza's moment for me now. well still, at least. gimme a break ok. this guy's really worth it. i remember last few years, i was accompanied my sis for some incubus's tribute gig and i spotted reza salleh. that time i wasnt really sure what kinda music he was into. but he did sang few number by incubus, cant recall but i guess one of them are stellar.. like, seriously? damn.. no no it was The Warmth. giler lah!!! he was like, OHH EM GEE!! since that la i was like into this guy. :D but never bought any of his single and not really went to his own gig.. i want to!!! a perfect date / night out would be me wearing one of my black dress ( wait, how much do i own a black dress???!!! ) haha yeah, yeah.. black dress and an evenin