Musical Life of Hushgirl

I am supposed to post this yesterday but I was so tired I forgot to blog. Yesterday was my birthday, and it got so viral. Cuz yesterday I was on leave so today when I got back to work, everybody wished me. I hv no idea how they know. Even this special man sang me a happy birthday song. So he thought I had a very special birthday celebration since I took an annual leave - I just smiled n blushed. He had no idea what I had and what I felt exactly. The other friend thought I had a nice lunch today like people wud buy me lunch and whatever lah. I was like - no I had lunch alone! But I had crepe so that's okay :) I feel like being 32 ( my most awaiting age ) I should be less emo and more positive. I have my own reason why I waited to be 32 - but I guess its not that important anymore. Age is just a number - and u can't limit anything just for a pair of number but yeah, life is like that. Just like the fact of hey ure 32 - time to settle down. Or ure 32 and still not wearing tudu

So today I went to Bukit Bintang, settled all the bills. Went alone, walked alone. I really missed Zai cuz she always the one who walked with me while I was settling my stuff, the finale part would be lepaking at the Low Yatt Starbucks and then walked to Hang Tuah station. So tonite I was alone. I didnt even had dinner there, I had take-outs and ate alone at home. Ahh, my loneliness is killing me. 10% discount on birthday month.. didnt buy much. But I'm happy :) xoxo, Amylia

It has been a tragic weekend for me but I'd like to take it as every cloud has its silver lining. At least that was something came out of his mouth, once upon a time. Having my kind of life is not easy. There were a lot of trials and tribulation, tears and obstacles, distraction and test, I had it all. However I must admit I was strong or in other words, someone has lift me up. When I was devastated, there was this man. Who listened, who heard me, who felt me, always were there for me. Sometimes, when my relationship messed up, I was like - its okay, Nabil is here. And how do I'm gonna live now that he is no longer here? :( Crestfallen, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

leftover steak sandwich. also the potato skin and buffalo wing green curry i attempted making. it wasnt that bad :) sidekick of green curry, terung hijau with ikan bilis  sup ayam kampung sup's sidekick, bendi with sambal udang kering food taken on the month of April. This May, I started the food control =) xoxo, Amylia

created new blog =) http://berryrumble.blogspot.com/ this is a blog strictly by using my blackBerry!