Musical Life of Hushgirl

I am about to give him up When I felt its better to have a little Than nothing at all Cuz he is The one who gives me life. Just a bitsy little hope cuz love is all I have now. Love, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

It is dark I love the darkness When its really dark and u think off stuff Makes you wonder And wonder And u feel small Physically large I have flaws Sometimes I sacrifice my pride for things I love Or someone I love I have no regret Cuz that's just me I have flaws And here I am in the dark And there's a little light Lights up my view I very much appreciate it. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Rocky road and cerita cinta. Malam nan indah. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

I didn't know when I fell asleep. I was sms-ing GG when he suddenly got quiet. I was somehow thought he was either not interested anymore and plain slept. So I slept too and around 4 something heard a noise of meow-ing. It was the kitten. I remembered that we were looking for it before went to bed but we couldn't find it. So I got up from the bed and went to the kitchen. From outside the kitchen door, heard the meows from it mother, Lulu so I opened the door and let her in. We then traced the meow of the kitten somehow the kitten trapped under the fridge and couldn't get out. Obviously. I woke my bro up to help me out but to no avail. I, practically not a problem solver plus I couldn't find the torchlight. But I could see the kitten trying to get out when I tried to get her out with the spatula. The kitten looked terrifying. Finally I made my mom awake, she told us to get the fridge out.. I was so scared it wud give any impact of the kitten jeez I even imagined i

Ma and Babah went to Beijing for a week trip leaving my baby bro home alone in Bentong cuz he works in Bentong. My baby bro is not like any other grown up kid, his level of maturity is a bit low than others and Ma scared a little to leave him living all by himself but I guess my baby bro convinced her that he will be all right. It was ok, but on the 1st nite he was home alone and called me around 11 pm something and told me how lonely n bored that he was all alone. Haaha The 2nd night zla called him and he was cooking eggs to eat with something he tapao from mamaks. Zla being "so smart " she told him that I was cooking tomyam for dinner hahaah my baby bro said whoa bestnyer haha zla terus felt guilty. The 3rd nite we called him and he was making burger. The voice sounded different. Maybe loneliness stroked him haha then Ma called him and he called him after that. The voice sounds like he wanted to cry or something haha so funny. The 4th night he got back late and did

My love, my feelings, my emotion is just for GG either I'm being stupid or senseless or selfish or those things will be wasted away, all I know is its always be him. 7 years ago and still today, its the same feeling. So leave me alone. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

yesterday i was walking home with my business user, it was funny cuz we were like not knowing where to walk.. whether that way or this way and you know stuff.. today i was walking home with my crush. and it was nice, we talked until we said goodbye and the walking path was smooth. it was nice but that doesnt means i like him though.. its just a crush. you know... Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Now is the time to catch up with someone you've lost touch with -- maybe an ex? You should have a great time filling each other in, and you just might find there's still a spark ready to be rekindled. I wonder.... and I wonder much. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Hmm Missing someone is miserable I hate it Enough said I'm not inspired anymore Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

say nighty night and kiss me hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me while im alone, blue as can be dream a little dream of me ... its been a week... :(