Musical Life of Hushgirl

Last nite, I had onto my face. All over, just be careful not to hit my eyes. It was refreshing.. I it!!! And had a good nite sleep then.. :) When I woke up... of cuz it felt like having the Vit C injection huhu.. So, before I hit the usual make up, I had the new Garnier Aqua Defense. Why I came to buy it? I tried the sample.. it was chill... I love it. And it doesnt get tough on my skin.. and moreover it was cheap. Around MYR20. Not so bad !!! The the usual trio + + ( MAC Studio Fix Plus Foundation, MAC Mineralize SkinFinish Smooth Merge, Benefit Coralista) I'm so ready for works. I was actually no mood to go to .. but what I could do though... Works were so much.. hurmmm with day end thing.. the new server and all. Sometimes I was just staring at my ... Maybe I was still sad.. but truly I didnt feel.. urgh.. so I email my girls.. .. updated them. Some were so angry with Nabil.. some gave me something I wanted to hear. I just have to make myself happy and thats the most impor

Im trying and trying not to spoil my blog with the sappy entry. But I am very very sad right now. And I dun feel like to talk to any living human about it.. hence.. here goes. So much drama happened this morning. Works, users, boss.. my mom :( I have no idea how be as perfect as what they expected. I am trying ok. And worst thing happened after lunch hour, me and Nabil were on the speaking term once again And yes, I am not so delighted. After all we are just friend now. And when we updated each other with current news, he was so eager to know if I were seeing anybody. And he was so eager telling me how many dates he had and how it ended. I was saying nothing after that. I switched the topic. It seems like when I was feeling guilty not to be at his side when I thought he was in his down time..he was okay with it and clearly he doesnt even need me anyway. And what a few dates? How easy it can be for him to seek for a relationship when it was with me things are so complicated and not movi

sick with the world. urgh!! I'm just another body down Internal bleeding 'round and 'round And all I can think of are ways to die alone And all I can think of are ways to die alone A portrait of my skeletal gain Left selfish and hungry, so feed me the pain Escape reality with new pain Then let the cycle start again And all I can think of are ways to die alone And all I can think of are ways to die alone Dream of content, a pain filtered farm All I can say Dreams are bad When all they do is leave the truth behind Dreams are bad When negativity's a state of mind Dreams are bad When all they do is leave the truth behind Dreams are bad my no.2 depressing song.. hey should we do the top 10 depressing songs? okie maybe 5, cuz my battery would be dead soon 5. Creep - Stone Temple Pilots 4. Walking After You - Foo Fighters 3. Cinta Mati - Agmon feat Ahmad Dhani 2. Untitled - Silverchair 1. Emotion Sickness - Silverchair ahhh ni semua lagu suicide. cannot listen too much. Hushg

I was thinking of my old playground. Fotolog it is. Back when we the flickr not exist, the photobucket and all... My ex soulmate recommended me this. And this is some of the old pictures I uploaded : Hushgirl Fotolog Up there is my old pictures, when we had our Graduation Dinner. Of course the dinner was organized by the Uni. Hence, the tudung and all :D I was the type of student who only wore tudung when the car reached the post guard heheh Anyway, I dun regret I was enrolled to IIUM. The course was excellent. Well, could be better. but at least :) From left to right, Zura my Brunei's friend, Tutie old pal.. now , hmm :(, the yours truly and Farah old bff. Wow, I am feeling sad now. Till then. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Huhu skipped gym again. Gosh.. when will I Insaf ? I have no idea. I was planning to go actually but I had this quarterly briefing in the Office and had some feast around 6pm. When the tummy was so full, I dun feel like goin exercising. maybe Tomorrow.. Geez.. butt lazy and still complaining about the huuuge arms :D okie, the title above has nothing to do with this entry. First of all, who wants to go to Luna Bar with me? We will be moonwalk dancing :D aHH.. no, tomorrow is my dad birthday, goin back to Bentong on saturday and back to KL on sunday. Cant go to Luna Bar this Saturday nite. Moreover, I dun have clubbing kaki anymore. And tried so hard from the Bar, tried to be good :D huhu I was actually startled by this news about a travel model who got caught and sentenced to whipping for drinking alcohol. Hmmm.. hmmm. im not goin to talk more on that, its not fair when we scared of the world punsihment when we ignored the hereafter punishment right.. well not to be hypocrite here, so l

Whoa... Spongebob is a big boy now! 10 years huh. I remembered the 1st time I got to know Spongebob. I was chatting with my pet bro, we usually had the web cam on cuz he was usually goin to show me the art project he was doing. And I would be the "Simon Cowell" - huhu. So that evening I noticed his yellow boxer shorts and it looks pretty.. well too yellow with some cartoon on it. And I asked him, whats dat? He said, Spongebob Squarepants. And I was like, eh??? And he was like.. Its on Nick now.. So I went to the TV and watched it. Maybe if it wasnt recommend by my pet bro, Imran.. I would just love it anyhow. Never tired of watching it until now. Spongebob, you might be the ridiculous, rude, silly, gay-ish thing.. but to me you are the only one yellow creature I can tolerate in this world. I love you to bits. The most cutest scene I love : Spongebob plays bubbles. 10 years.. man.. ure the longest bf I ever had. hihihi Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I need to blog another entry cuz the previous entry hurts my eyes. My arms are huuUUUUUge! though they were actually more huge than before, I should be a bit thankful. Owh yea... gosh, my friend just shared with me the stuff she experienced in the London Weight Management Centre. The part where they checked her body part and she had to stand there naked when the consultant examined her body and she was supposed to just wear a plastic - whats that term, u wear and u throw it away.. erm.. well it was in g-string and.. gosh I cant ever imagine. naked? in front of a lady? humiliating. This totally make me insaf and go to Gym :D Didnt do any photoshopping today.. but a real life shopping activities. Had shop for Raya clothes, I dunno whats clothes I bought but me and mom decided to go to Gulatis like we always do. I was first thinking to ask her to go to Jakel but we went there that day and it was not just crowded and filled with so many clothes - we actually felt so hard to decide, but mom

Was trying to do some picture photoshopping :D and I got this pic photoshopped. notice the different? hu hu. Anyway photoshopping is addictive!!! looks silly. :S gosh.... now I feel like having a nose job. Isk Isk Hushgirl currently listening to : 11 Januari | Gigi | Peace love Respect ( i think )

Hmm ok. Thank God for the quiet friday nite ( though I am actually itchy to be outside ) I was supposed to go to the gym today and repent but when Nadiah emailed me and say something about stayback, I was thinking of Starbucks. It's been 2 weeks of caffeine-less ( excl Nescafe I had last 3 days :) ) So since Nadiah will be having her hair session, I was asking Zai for a Starbucks session and she was looking forward for her fave choc chip cream.. err.. or something like that. So we were then talking about Bali and for a moment Zai kept quiet. I thought she had meeting or something and totally forgot that her office ends 4:45 pm today. Around 5++ I was assigned for a little presentation next week. My trainee was doing a program analysis and he was supposed to report to me. So I am not goin to be a super dumb ass senior, just sponging his point and present like an idiot. Thus I also need to analyze the program.. and what? 24 stored procedures to analyze.. Huwaaaa So I did some brief p

I pray if I found my next soulmate, he would be 85% of Abg Brandon, Amin. huhu... tall, slim, curl waved hair, the jaw just like on my palms, good voice, creative, good in Arts, emotional, sensitive, friendly, vegan, ahh what else. I have no idea but when I see his pic, everything just melting. And its GOOD! Hushgirl currently listening to : Black Heart Inertia | Incubus| Monuments and Melodies

I just had my quick shower :D Normal for Tuesday night. 8pm for Ghost Whisperer, 1/2 hour for Starworld's Desperate Houswives, 930 pm fro Ugly Betty, and 1030 pm to 1130 pm for 8Tv Desperate Housewives.. hihihi so quick and late shower for Tuesday. well anyway, quick shower also included a quick session of Lulur. And Im using my old time favourite, Putri Binari Lulur Cream. I have been using this label since Putri Binari was still underdog. Which can be found only at Chow Kit. Some toko2 jamu. And yes... pretty cheap.. I mean, if compare to Body Shop Scrub its way cheaper. And no its not that bad, though not as effective as other expensive brands, but i just Love the way it soften my skin. The dead skin cells is quite hardy be removed, but if you're using it daily.. It will turns fine. Dont ask me more, I have my season of rajin-ness :D huhu So now the Putri Binari Lulur can be found in local pharmacy and some hypermarket. I just found 1 in Tesco. Expensive now, yes. It's m

I am watching the AFC and just watched this mini-show of James Can Cook. He made this veggie kinda sheppard's pie. The pie base was from chick peas, then lentils to substitute the minced meat and he also put in some 'kicap manis' !!! Cute though, when he mentioned it. Ha ha ha So, the mashed potato was definitely made by cauliflower. :) I ate before deep fried cauliflower cuz I thot it was chicken breast. And yes the taste was not bad at all! brb - am goin to watch Chopped! This is one of the best series in AFC. owh Wait, all shows on AFC are the best!!! Haha Yesterday I was watching this Sweet for my Sweet. and There were this Margaret of PCK , I dunno her real name.. with her husband. I think her husband was super cool for a typical chinese male. Definitely HOT! or I know if the coolness was from the chocolate he was recommending? No Idea ha ha .. But he is HOT And that nite, I had a bite of Godiva's Dark. Owh... talking about a real fancy CHocolate... I am spoiled! B

I was thinking of writing something offensive but I decided not to. Because last nite I was offended, but it was OK. I know and understand the democracy for bloggers. You can say what U want to say and offend any readers like U want. Its a well known "freedom of speech" so I'm taking the safe road and trying to write whatever I like not whatever disguise me. Cuz I am not goin to make people feel what I feel. Well, its like, if You dun like it.. dun bother reading it. Right? Just a boring topic now. But feel like to write. Its nothing Intelligent. You may leave =) Here's my Local favorite Things. Fave Local Fruit : Manggis ( Mangosteen ) Not becaused I was called Manggis when I was 12 for having the pox scars all over my fave, Its just that.. Its a wild fruit. It doesnt look tempting at all but the result was awesome. I just love Mangosteen maybe cuz Its purple? :D Fave Local Actor : - I cant think of any. But to name a few, I like Hans Isaac. But not so much a favorit

tell me how you like this? its 225 in pound sterling, biyatch! Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I dunno where to start. I just had Curry Maggi and have to stay up until 1 am to go to bed. I cant go to sleep after eating something, I'd get upset tummy and it can go straight to the head. I got a day off works today. And went to watch the robots again today. For the 2nd time. And yes, Megan Fox is HOT! I mean, she is the next best thing after Angelina Jolie. Ha ha ha ha If I were a guy, I would have her, Fox sexiest poster in my bedroom. Sadly, I am girl and straight and I rather put up Megatron poster than Shia's ha ha ha Witwikcy. Transformers was great. Awesome. I hate the 1st cuz the visual was not as I expected (too closed up) and the 2nd was better. The robots was visually up to my satisfaction. Its just that in Shanghai, the fight looked so much like a video game. Only better but could be better for a big screen standard. Well who me to say. I only spent 20 bucks for 2 times watching. I actually cant imagine to spend on Movie at Gold class. I mean.. hmm 60 bucks for a

Too much to tell, so little mood to blog. See you on weekends! I guess... Hushgirl currently listening to : Boom Boom Pow | Black Eyed Peas|

MJ Top 10 Hits Song 1. Earth Song 2. Billy Jean 3. You Are not Alone 4. Black Or White 5. Heal The World 6. I Want You Back 7. Dont Stop Till You Get Enough 8. Say Say Say 9. Show You The Way to Go 10. Beat It i wanna cryyyyy Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I tried to substitute the word Insaf with repent or is it repentance/repentant? Whatever it is, Insaf is the keyword of my life today. 1. Even if my mom didnt sms or call me for the whole week after I told her a bad news, doesnt mean That she stops loving me. How could I ever think of that. A phone call from her this morning around 11:45 am really made me Insaf . 2. I was in doubt whether to just go to the wet market and nearby supermarket or to drive to Giant to get supply for the spaghetti cooking session today. I was remembering some people said, if you're in doubt and not confident, please dun proceed. And yes I didnt drive. Not to say I was lucky and dont believe in fate, its just that I followed my heart and trusted my instinct. As a result, the budget was still in and the spaghetti is not that bad. ( for a first timer.. ) should have fresh basil anyway :D and a can of fresh peeled tomatoes.. darnnnn 3. Mom always said don't publish our pictures on the Net, blog, facebook

for Spaghetti Meatballs !!!! Oish.. other than my sister's handmade, where can I get a decent one?? :D Hushgirl currently listening to : Digital love | Daft Punk|

I would blaming my PMS cuz I do now think of Food. and I went for food hunt. But being a rational and since the purse is getting slimmer, I get satisfied but food on the Net lah! Call me freak, but when I got this food craving, the images of food do relieves the pain. Top 5 alluring food pages. http://garlic-breath.blogspot.com/ http://masak-masak.blogspot.com/ http://www.adventuresinbentomaking.com/ http://www.vkeong.com/ http://rasamalaysia.com/ =) Hushgirl currently listening to : -

One day in your life you'll remember a place Someone's touching your face You'll come back and you'll look around you One day in your life You'll remember the love you found here You'll remember me somehow Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day... One day in your life When you find that you're always waiting For the love we used to share Just call my name And I'll be there You'll remember me somehow Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day... One day in your life When you find that you're always longing for the love we used to share Just call my name And I'll be there I was meant to paste this song last saturday, but I changed my mind. Cuz I know who is dedicated thru this song, and I was thinking maybe he didnt actually think of me like I think of him. Like I miss him. And when the little tragic