Musical Life of Hushgirl

hey, My bday is wonderful. My life is content. I have nothing to say, but I love You. Love, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

At about 2 pm today, i got email from the LAS. Dear LAS Member, We formed Silverchair nearly 20 years ago when we were just 12 years old. Today we stand by the same rules now as we did back then ... if the band stops being fun and if it's no longer fulfilling creatively, then we need to stop.   Therefore after much soul searching we wanted to let you know that we're putting Silverchair into "indefinite hibernation" and we've decided to each do our own thing for the foreseeable future.   We assure you that this decision has not been taken lightly. In fact we've been struggling with it for quite a while now.   Back in 2009 we went into the studio to start work on a record. Initially things were going well and as a result we did some shows in 2010 to maintain creative momentum. However, over the months that followed in the studio it became clear to us that we were moving in different directions. Despite our best efforts over the last year or so, it'

I thought today wud be a very dull n sad day. I'm not coin to comment things about my face skin n my burnt body skin but yeah it made me coin to the office flawless except tones of acai moisturiser. Ok that is irrelevant. The truth is, I dreamed of Brandon Boyd got killed in the car accident, the part that he was so skinny the wind sorta blew him to the middle of the road and a car came crashing him. It was tragic and it happened here in Malaysia. Ok that was a dream. So I went to the office hopelessly. Tones of workload awaiting. Endless rings of calls asking me this and that. An ad hoc meeting and everything sorta had to be done by end of the day. I was making faces and complaint a bit at first. But I was ok through the day. And for all I know by 5 pm I completed all the tasks. Including few other additional urgencies. Then got my food craving for bibimbap and a nice venti of iced caramel macchiato - a good coffee companionship with Zai and of course a nice open invitation

Tonight I really could listen to Destiny by Zero7 n cry. Cuz it feels like it. :( Me. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Not much to blog about this vacation but today is the last day and we decided to relax in thee room while waiting for airport transfer ;) My lips got swollen from yesterday's island trip. And my face looks like a native. Anybody who thinks I'm pretty with this face is really my true love. So, do you? Love, Amy Live blogging from Krabi with <3 Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Leaving the concrete jungle for a nice tan. Love u. <3, Amy Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

16May last year was Blast! love you. <3, amy Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

lens hood + roxy beach towel. then im done. 3 days to Krabi. =)

I'm not proud but I'm glad that after watching Glee #18 I got to watch TLC - unPretty video again. Well, i was touched cuz thats what I feel right now. Blaming my PMS, was very down in the dumps 2, 3 days ago. Yesterday was ok a bit cuz had the period started. The day before was very bad. I really hated goin to the office, i felt like killing people who accidentally hit my chair and i really hated my colleagues for being too noisy. The night I skipped the gym and went home. Skipped dinner cuz too sad and stuff, just being able to play farmville and dozed off. Around 12 midnite I got up and went to shower. Resumed farmville, social city and Nana's cafe world. around 1 am, tried to get to sleep. things on my mind, just could stop crying. Its funny now cuz i dint know why i was crying. then i was buzzed by the YM alert on my blackberry. it was nabil. i said Hi back and talked to him until 5 am. i popped a question ive been wanting to know the answer.  so nabil opened up.

I know I've been ignoring my blog for so long. Its kinda transparent as I tend to avoid getting into deep or too emotional over something so risky and what not. Ok, I'm confused. So here goes. I really love GG. And that's it. I've been building few other sentences but I dunno, nothing to describe in depth maybe I shud keep it in my heart. Urm takmo la emo emo kan. But... If tak emo, itu bukan Amy!! Ok we try esok. Nite n happy mother's day to Ma and Mak. ;) Love, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Seriously I dont know how to start blogging again!!!! Since the 7-day diet not really turn out so well :D well, im eager to re-try by maybe later.. and dunno when. I dun really give up cuz I know I can do it but there are little moments where we need to break the rules. and Yeah, i am no Saint. Anyway, I love the month of May and I know I would blog everyday in this month. I will I will but anyway, todays blog might be th story of last month. I dunno. Maybe. OMG I am so sleepy. can I sleep first and we cont later? :D

Night Swimming Beach walking Always silent Never talking Then you call my name And I know inside I love you Sail away I miss you more Until you see the shore There I will be waiting Anticipating Each moment is new Freeze the moment Each moment is cool Freeze the moment I wouldnt wanna be Anywhere else but... here I wouldnt wanna change Anything at all (Anything oh I..) I wouldnt wanna take Everything out on... you Though I know I do (Although I know I do) Everytime I fall Day dreaming Chain smoking Always laughin Always jokin I remain the same Did I tell you that I love you Brush your teeth And pour a cup of black coffee out I love to watch you do that every day The little things that you do Each moment is new Freeze the moment Each moment is cool Freeze the moment I wouldnt wanna be Anywhere else but... here I wouldnt wanna change Anything at all (Anything oh I..) I wouldnt wanna take Everything out on... you Though I know I do (