Musical Life of Hushgirl

When i was in The College, i dated this guy who actually i had a major crush on. So when i went out with him, i was the happiest girl ever. U know we never get exactly what we want right... even though he had most of my favourite physical.. it seemed like he didnt "sync" with me. It didnt work out. Until a few nites before he got married, he asked me for another chance. I am this weirdoe. I dont accept just anyone cause of sympathy.. its like once its done, it will stays that way. and i kinda having doubts to keep the friendship with him But as trying to be a good friend i tried to keep in touch with him.. but we never went out, never on phone.. i know my limit ok. he is just a friend. i dun expect anything special anyway.. until few months ago. He started the Good Morning sms and Good Nite sms and cared so much about me like he owns me..He was hinting something. Is like an invitation of 'lets have a scandal!' OWH NO!!!! he was betraying the friendship.. dont u think ...

I felt like to spend much time blogging now. Since I feel like too lazy to go out and socialize and to spend more money on shopping! Since yesterday I went doing some blog make over and here it is!! I kinda doing the Editor's Page layout and I am goin to post some interesting post on the sidebar. The sidebar contents would be updated monthly. I Hope! I just bought a new (debut) laptop for myself and hope that I would get more time for this new blog. The sidebar content will be posted on March 2009. Currently I'm doin the research for the "ingredients". Hushgirl currently listening to : Just a Phase | Incubus | Morning View

Life is so tough! =(

Its Brandon Boyd Birthday!!!! I love you Brandon!!! Gos bless and dun get married too soon :D ( or never get one ) I was playing the Notes thingy on Facebook we got this nice quiz. With questions and u gotta answer it by playing your mp3 player on shuffle mode. So Here goes my stuff :D Oh how does one resist?!!! The rule is: 1. Switch on your music player, set it on shuffle mode. 2. Respond to each question according to the song titles. 3. Click "Next" to answer the next question, so on, so forth. IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? Confession of a Broken Heart - Lindsay Lohan *** well.. yes i am a broken hearted now.. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? A Kiss To Send Us Off - Incubus *** well... yes kiss does matters HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? My Hero - Foo Fighters *** not really WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Teddy Bear - Mr Elvis Priestly *** maybe teddy bear represents of me having a baby WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Why Does My Heart Feels So Bad - Moby *** no wayyyyyyyy :( i know i...

Big Day today. Happy Valentine's Day everyone. I dont have any valentine this year except me and my baby myvi :) Blogged by Amylia

i figure that i dont need a title. its been almost a month now for 2009. 2009 has been quite a new life for me. Starting a new job, having a car (at last!), single again (not much new though) and u know. Things like that. I am half a person who needs this new life and thinking that i should not look back. Things with Nabil was.. hmm u might have guess. I was controlling myself not to think about him that much, not to cry at nite missing him and many other stupid thing like begging him not to leave me. Well done to me, the only time i tried to reach him was on his birthday. That was just a simple sms. Definitely, no reply. Sometimes i feel like a bag full of crap to him. I am completely nothing to him. But i know i cant complaint, i am no one. And even if he cared to listen, it wont change anything. I guess im through with it. But yes.. sometimes it was so sad. So when i was about to completely forget and give him up. It was last Tuesday. I decided its ok to be single if i dun have him....

what a sucky 2009 nabil left me my mom hates me i cant talk to my dad do wishes to be dead as the same as committing suicide? =( Blogged by Amylia @ 04/01/09