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My sweet 32 of years

I am supposed to post this yesterday but I was so tired I forgot to blog. Yesterday was my birthday, and it got so viral. Cuz yesterday I was on leave so today when I got back to work, everybody wished me. I hv no idea how they know. Even this special man sang me a happy birthday song.
So he thought I had a very special birthday celebration since I took an annual leave - I just smiled n blushed. He had no idea what I had and what I felt exactly. The other friend thought I had a nice lunch today like people wud buy me lunch and whatever lah. I was like - no I had lunch alone! But I had crepe so that's okay :)
I feel like being 32 ( my most awaiting age ) I should be less emo and more positive. I have my own reason why I waited to be 32 - but I guess its not that important anymore. Age is just a number - and u can't limit anything just for a pair of number but yeah, life is like that. Just like the fact of hey ure 32 - time to settle down. Or ure 32 and still not wearing tudung? Bila nak insaf? :)

Ill blog more on what exactly happened on my birthday and days before. As above - the birthday cake I had from my mom - rainbow dream cake from bisou.

Heart it so much as much as I miss my long lost rainbow.


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