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10.12.12

When it began and when it ends.

So I completed my Gossip Girl marathon season 2 and 3 in a month. Not exactly a marathon you can say, it was series of marathon. There was this one episode in Season 3 when Chuck and Blair broke off their 1st serious relationship and B wanted to throw away all the Chuck memoirs ( i wonder if there were any jewels in the box) . She gave the box ( labelled "Old Life") out to Dorota, and as expected Dorota kept it.

The moment B realized that in order to move on, she cant pretend that the bad memories never exist. She knew Chuck will also be a part of her life. Maybe, it was the past but what is future without the past.

It made me thinking though, and given this very special date, 10-12-2012. When it all began, the relationship rekindled in 2010 and it broke in 2012. Yes, a coincidence you must say. But I love all this sign.

I'm a seeker, I guess.

So, I put up this blog again to live. This is me, this is my past. This will also be my future.




xoxo
Amylia




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