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Friendship

So a friend of mine texted me and asked me a very simple but very disturbing question. She asked why we stopped being closed.. Lyke we never ever closed before. 
I didnt answer the question... I went to sleep. But you may guess, i couldnt sleep.

The next morning i answered her question. We spent half of the day talked and shared each other updates.. Though i dont have anything much to say.

Couple of days back, L was still in town and told me that she would be back to JB for good. She wanted to see me. You know, i dont have much friends... Theres nothing wrong with me but i have this paranoia of getting too close and one day they will go.. So i dun keep myself to close.. In fact i dont keep in touch. 

But they do.. Maybe im special. 


Amy - sleep now, catch the sun later. Good Morning.


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