Twenty Fourteen : Misi Mencari Arjuna?

So when I wished my cousin Nana Happy New Year, on NYE I asked her - what if i put my fb status as that.. Misi Mencari Arjuna - soulmate seeking mission.. Lol

She just laughed. I didn't, not because I afraid to be labelled as desperate but honestly, I'm not even looking. Yes, I admit I wanna be with somebody, but with this age, people expecting a ring on my finger.. Not a dating phase.

Somehow I too think that love is for teens.

I want a companionship. I don't really see myself as a wife mothers.. U know, I did, but not anymore. I think I am too old for that.. Too late.

Well then, welcome 2014.. I have no idea what's in store for me but so far..

I'll continue tomorrow.

XOXO

-Amylia-

P/s : well never too old for selfie Kawaii photo app on my ipad LOL

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm, maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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