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Paranoid Android 2016

For once in many years, I started to listen to this song. The song I regard as the suicidal song. Yep. How depressing.. Isn't all radiohead songs depressive.. I dunno.

It is hard to admit I'm actually heartbroken. For once in many many years I thought I could stay jomblo kayak ginih. Truly I really couldn't live with this one I knew I could never have.

And maybe, the one I don't wanna have.

You know? But the thought of not having him in my life is really hurting. It is painful, it is like standing in the rain and not feeling wet or cold cause you're dead inside.

And you know, it's not love. Yes? Then what it is?
I wish I knew. And I wish ....


Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me
From a great height
From a great height... height...
Rain down, rain down
Come on rain down on me





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