Musical Life of Hushgirl

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went to Isetan KLCC, saw this fresh light Schwarzkopf DIY hair color and bought it. I admit I felt like to try it cuz of the Blythe doll on the package. and its not that bad :) i dun wait for so long, so the color is not really as blond as it should be. also the original roots were black. sleepyhead, Amylia

I have hard times to sleep early on Friday nite. Not becuz of routine, its just that my body is used to it. Friday nite usually is my coffee nite. So it kinda make me awake and not so sleepy although I know my body is already so very tired. Today I went for a coffee with my sis. Well kinda like our first alone at last. Since the big emo tragedy I went out with her like few times but those were grocery days and we didn't talk at all. So when she finally came to her senses, I went out with her together with the whole families, or with Ma or Ijai. Last few weeks, three of us went out for 2nd round of Avengers and that was the 1st time I saw she played jokes with our brother I almost to cry. So today around 5pm I had no mood to work already. My sis bbm me if I wanna go lepak in Pavi. I said dunno yet - felt like goin to KLCC though. So she said she wud go there - so I said ok I'd be there by 6pm. Her battery went flat and my PM asked me to join a walkthrough around 530. I sa...

I am supposed to post this yesterday but I was so tired I forgot to blog. Yesterday was my birthday, and it got so viral. Cuz yesterday I was on leave so today when I got back to work, everybody wished me. I hv no idea how they know. Even this special man sang me a happy birthday song. So he thought I had a very special birthday celebration since I took an annual leave - I just smiled n blushed. He had no idea what I had and what I felt exactly. The other friend thought I had a nice lunch today like people wud buy me lunch and whatever lah. I was like - no I had lunch alone! But I had crepe so that's okay :) I feel like being 32 ( my most awaiting age ) I should be less emo and more positive. I have my own reason why I waited to be 32 - but I guess its not that important anymore. Age is just a number - and u can't limit anything just for a pair of number but yeah, life is like that. Just like the fact of hey ure 32 - time to settle down. Or ure 32 and still not wearing tudu...

So today I went to Bukit Bintang, settled all the bills. Went alone, walked alone. I really missed Zai cuz she always the one who walked with me while I was settling my stuff, the finale part would be lepaking at the Low Yatt Starbucks and then walked to Hang Tuah station. So tonite I was alone. I didnt even had dinner there, I had take-outs and ate alone at home. Ahh, my loneliness is killing me. 10% discount on birthday month.. didnt buy much. But I'm happy :) xoxo, Amylia

It has been a tragic weekend for me but I'd like to take it as every cloud has its silver lining. At least that was something came out of his mouth, once upon a time. Having my kind of life is not easy. There were a lot of trials and tribulation, tears and obstacles, distraction and test, I had it all. However I must admit I was strong or in other words, someone has lift me up. When I was devastated, there was this man. Who listened, who heard me, who felt me, always were there for me. Sometimes, when my relationship messed up, I was like - its okay, Nabil is here. And how do I'm gonna live now that he is no longer here? :( Crestfallen, Amylia Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone