Musical Life of Hushgirl

So i was out to the mall today to get my dreamy pink Timberland boots. Went to the haus and it was out of stock. So i went to check out at the Metrojaya, cuz i know there was a timberland section in gents floor.  So i went in and the guys was ok, greeting n smiling and i smiled back. And the big fat bald malay guy who was behind the cash register machine was saying something like asking his co-worker what if a girl like me to be his gf. And i was like what?! But i ignored them. I think the other guy was just smiling and the fat one added... Tanak kan? Memilihhhhh... Means, sure u dont want her, choosy.  I was somekinda of cuz im hurt. What did he think i am.. I know now that i should look at him in they eye.. But u know i totally ignored them and went to my dad who was browsing the shirts. I finally went out and gave him a very sharp stare n a very emo look.  Somehow, of cuz they were talking about me... There was no one there... Even though its not direct meaning as what...

Loving my black lace.... Can i wear it on morning raya... Is it really mourning then? Omg this is not a wordless wednesday!

That was the phrase from Lord of the Rings - Return of The King. It was keep looping in my ears on and on and on these days. Starts when i was sick the first week of Ramadhan. Maybe i was being overdramatically about it ... I felt i were to die... And that would make my parents so sad cuz they already lose their child... My older sister, back in 1990. Since my grandma back from the hospital last May, she was staying with us until now. I mean at my parents house. Her condition when she was in the hospital was critical. It was very fortunate that she survived when everyone were sort of ready for any bad news. Alhamdulillah she is getting better now.  But you know, its when Allah want things happened it is kun fa ya kun. I dont know how to make it into a nice statement but jodoh, ajal is Allah's secrets .... Its already written down.. And when He wants it to happen... It will happen.  So last Saturday, i was watching Skyfall on Fox. Called my mom in the middle of the movie, i for...

No its supposed to be - what a 2 days! So lets do it diary style.  Thursday 25 July 2013 11:45 am - I was testing and amending my program .. It was some kinda oracle form that I need to enhance. I kinda get the idea how to make it right. And was really in the mood to correct it. Suddenly the monitor went blank and the pc just stopped. Lights off and air nod sound went off as well. It's was a power trip. The first thing came out of my lips was - shit I haven't save it yet! 12:15 am - most non Muslim colleagues went out for lunch and me and cyan loitering around the office. The air was still cool and nice but the place was kinda dark we decided to hang out beside the window and feast our eyes with pool scenery of suasana sentral. 02:00 pm - ms Wong of HR came down and announced that the power failure was major and the rectification would take like 2,3 hours so the best thing is that we could all go home. Unless for some staff that have urgent task and have their laptop with them,...

Last Ramadhan was nearly perfect. I had this and that... Things maybe I should not mention anymore but yes it was perfect ... Thot that was the best Ramadhan ever. Ok but Syawal was bitter and I dun really hope for the best this Ramadhan. But I thought things would just be okay you know. Unlike last Ramadhan, I spent most of Iftar alone. I dun really mind though.. iFtar wasn't a feast. Just breaking fast... Maybe I just don't get it anymore.. But yea I was fine. I dun feel like writing anymore...