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You're the one for me Fatty

So i was out to the mall today to get my dreamy pink Timberland boots. Went to the haus and it was out of stock. So i went to check out at the Metrojaya, cuz i know there was a timberland section in gents floor. 

So i went in and the guys was ok, greeting n smiling and i smiled back. And the big fat bald malay guy who was behind the cash register machine was saying something like asking his co-worker what if a girl like me to be his gf. And i was like what?! But i ignored them. I think the other guy was just smiling and the fat one added... Tanak kan? Memilihhhhh... Means, sure u dont want her, choosy. 

I was somekinda of cuz im hurt. What did he think i am.. I know now that i should look at him in they eye.. But u know i totally ignored them and went to my dad who was browsing the shirts. I finally went out and gave him a very sharp stare n a very emo look. 

Somehow, of cuz they were talking about me... There was no one there... Even though its not direct meaning as what i wrote up but it some what mean the same... Seriously.. How jelik am i actually... Gfs says nothing wrong, some says im gorgeous for a fat gal. Some dun call me fat, called me plump instead. And i got curve ok.. Im so much better than those better luck gals.. 

Im not jelik... But why guys keep teasing me like that ? :(

Im sad... And i didnt get my pink boots.. 



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