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Seven Days In Sunny June

I dunno whats eating me but I feel awful. I feel bloated, the food taste crap, thirsty, tired, back pain and headache.

Is it my blood pressure or its just the emotional thing.

Well, when u're still single on your birthday and you are nearly 3-zero, It is depressing. As much as I try to deny it, It can never leave my head. Fuhh... you should read the birthday sms My mom sent to me. She did send me after midnite but later realized that she sent to my old digits. Well her sms was a bit of meng-insafkan :D heheheh and not to forget about her wish for me to be more matured. Duh... I will always be a baby.. forever!

Zai, my bff always jeered me whenever we browsed the toys r us toys stuff. She said I will buy lotsa toys for my children but I would be the one who excited to play them :p hahahaha

Nawh... I think I faced more shit than a 29 year old matured girl has faced. Hmm..



Anyway, still no bunny.. I want bunny, the Digi commercial where the girl hold a bunny is killin me!!!!!!!!



ahh... its June. I <3 summer. and its Anne's Birthday today. May the force be with you.






note : I got myself a cool charm-bracelet. And I finally got my car resides here :)

Hushgirl currently listening to Seven Days In Sunny June| Jamiroquai | Dynamite

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