The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex.

So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo.

and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D

owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. )

p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy!

i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what.

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Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm, maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

the list goes on...

.. and a nice song God wants me to listen and calm my heart. You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your l...

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