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Soul Searching : Ramadhan, Swine Flu and Family Matters

After ignoring my blog for a while, I admit I dun know hot to start. What should I write and what should I keep personally? :D

But first of all, I'd like wish Salam Ramadhan to all. Happy fasting and personally for me, Ramadhan is the month of my own soul searching. Being to be in 29-th Ramadhan of my life, I hope, I got what I seek for. Well, but it is not easy anyway.

Im back in my hometown to have 1st sahur with my family, excl my baby sis cuz she's working and she's a freak :D Although last week, I was actually home to help mom. She's hosting a feast for some family members. Like the usual, small feast before Ramadhan. And like usual la, in the kitchen when she got tired and I got tired, she did say something that hurtful to my emo feeling. :) I didnt take it to the heart though, well maybe for a while hihi knowing me!! So I was actually planned to not to come back this weekend.. and let it be me and myself for the 1st Ramadhan. So I was like saying to my mom that I might not be on back, the excuse is I cant get half day leave on Friday and not confident to drive home at night. And u guess what? My mom came to KL on bus and drove me home :)

I nearly cried when I blog this. Guess the first soul searching hint to me is My Mom is everything. And I will try and promise I wont make her cry for me. Well, the sappy cry la hihi

And yea.. things were "great" in the office. The swine flu still goes on in KL and too many staff were sick and all, to date none of the staff were infected though. We were actually starting the temparature scanning since last week. And me, I havent wear my lip gloss for weeks now. haha

However, I am fine. Still healthy and hopefully will be always this way. Still goin to the gym if I got the mood / time. Will try to go at least 3 times in a week, though in Ramadhan month. Well at least a weight training.

Till then, actually there's more to blog. Well well..



here's a nice banana fritters and vanilla ice cream from Madam Kwan. The best dessert ever!!


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