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Of course, Three-0

:D

I know I have the whole blog post for the Month of Super Kawaii May.
But as usual.. I need to post something with this Date!

I am now, 30. Pheww.. It looks darn BIG no matter if you're married or still single or divorced? Anything possible duh. Some people may found what they want in life and eventually forgetting their own birthday. Like age is just a number and its nothing biggie.

Well to me, my birthday is my whole life. Without celebrating one, my year is incomplete. and How do i celebrate it?

Doesnt matter, you know. All I need is my family and friends. And yea, gladly.. tonite my immediate family members including my bro-cousin, Adik (went home from the States) stayed up to have a little countdown event :D huhu poyoness. Then few gfs were remotely countdown with me. !!! Thanks girls. How thoughtful you are. And of course, someone who 52 mins late but I know he remembered! ha ha.. anyway if you actually dun remember, its ok :D its not easy to have xoxo from you on my big day. haha

I think its the right decision to decide not to go to S'pore this week. If I did go, I would be completely Lonely.

my Three-0 birthday song.

Someday i'll fly,
Someday i'll soar
Someday i'll be so damn much more
'cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for


Hushgirl currently listening to : Bigger Than My Body
John Mayer

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