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Amy's Diaries.

I was about to blog like this..

"I am feeling to write but I have not much to say.. my day started with going to work.. werk werk werk then go back home sleep sleep sleep.."

but these 2 days was pretty exciting. Yesterday went to work with my messy hair, yea cuz some of them are curls and some are obediently straight. sicko.. I got in the workstation when my Senior handed me the very early bird request. It was from MIS department, requesting some investigation and rectification of the failure day end batch job. He smiled, I smiled. Whoa... tuesday challenge... I like!

Somehow, not to say Im so smart.. but I kinda like doing the investigation and when I got to get to the culprit.. program bug or data error.. I feel the satisfaction .. hell-yeah. So around 9++ I found the culprit. With the help of my boss, of course.. he approved the solution and the batch job regenerated successfully.  Then I joined my Senior for a little meeting for the new payment system. Owh yea.. bla bla bla.

So, it was a very tiring day... around lunch hour Uncle Man texted me and i know he just want someone to talk you.. well, its so funny when he count on me for his relationship stuff and yes, I was there.. all ears. Its nice though, to see how guys thinking... and not really to my surprise but guys.. not matter whats your age, you guys think alike. The way Uncle Man thinks just like my bfs think. They might be 20 years of gap but still... isk. I cant comment much but I am glad he finally met someone he comfortable with. I am happy for him. I do.

My sis got pasta n meatballs for dinner. Siap texting me.. heeshhh.. I had my lunch yesterday with Kak Zu after a month of separation hahahah... she made me applying jobs at her place.. it was tempting though.. but its true dat I applied for few position in the company.. but my current company got me 1st.. they missed me by 1 month.. and I was on bond.. maybe I will try next year.. I hope my rezeki is there...

This morning, me and Soo spent most time looking at some phone.. I wanted to change my cellphone.. since I dun have more to spend, I opted for something cheaper.. In my head, I got this 2 choices.. Nokia E5 or Htc Snap... well, I dun want touch screen.. and wanted to experience Android phone.. but most of them came with touch screen and I dun want touch screen.. qwerty is nice.. but no Blackberry. I am allergic to bb and iphone. So .. ok.. however when I look at my still functional pink SE.. i feel sad alright.. maybe I shouldnt change my phone.. let it be with me and my SE... kan? at least... hmm

So today was ok - ok. but I got few contacts from blast from the past. Hmm... thought of looking forward, but my step still goin backward.. Sometimes I got confused somehow.. but u know.. things come with reason.. a little messages from Zed could mean something or nothing.. its been 4 years since I knew him, and  a year of separation.. why do we always back together and separate then? why?

Why dont I separate with my past and just meet the new one and never get separate? why? o why?

my sis said its nice if I got married to Zed since Pahang and Kelantan are on the same way. Senang balik raya. hahaha

Neh. who wants to get married?

Bah! Anyway, just got a little talk with Wong and he told me the nicest thing eva! He's on the way for a little trip himself and work invitation of cuz, but its in some island near Pulau Bintan. Awesome.... i never heard of it but he told me stuff and google for the pics and stuff..., OMG its just like bora-bora kinda place.. and I want that place for my honeymoon. I am so AMEN!!!!

me and you and this Island.. heaven, man.


now i feel like sleeping..... zzzZZZzzz

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