The City and The Sex and The Ladies

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Happy!

Finally got the chance to watch Sex and the City The Movie II :) Being an SATC freak, I was kinda being weird myself for not catching this movie in the theater. But it was totally on purpose, cuz what I like to enjoy in the theater is the movie that full with colors and action and sound and stuff. With SATC the Movie, its a kinda movie I love to have on my traditional tube, with my sweats and my drinks and my couch.

Isnt it too much? :D

Anyway, I didnt even had the chance to read the movie synopsis but I read the review, and I was told the movie sucks and slow. Well now that I had watch it I must say, I love every bits of it! yes Yes, I Do! And of course now that everybody labelled me being a drama queen, I admit that I am. Cuz I was like screaming my hella breath when Carrie saw Aiden in the Souq. Ya ya in the middle of Abu Dhabi!

I mean, I totally understand why she finally decided to meet Aiden over dinner and thought of their bumping into each other in the middle of the world could mean something. Didnt we always? Didnt we always analyzing whatever happened to us? I do. But then I learnt something.. who are we to analyze it? Who are we to question what fate brings to us? You know.. stuff..

Now that I am in my non-melancholic emotional behavior, I should say that every incident has its purpose and thing will happened if its destined to happen. What important is, do things as you please and yes, always follow your heart..

Always.

Wow... I love this movie. It made me smile, for every little thing Carrie did, I know I am her in my own life drama. And I cant wait to grow old like her, with my own Mr. Big

=)

Hushgirl {inspired} from :

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm, maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

and All I can think of..

I thot I was ok. I lied. Today I talked to Nabil and I thought I was ok. I guessed I am. But the moment he left, I imagined things, and I know If I am ok, I wont imagine things. I kept asking myself this is what I want. Nabil as nobody and I feel nothing. What if one day he tell me that he's getting married? He found the one? or He is sleeping with someIt girl, on regular basis. Nobody's an angel. He is not. I would faint. I know half of me will die So I decided that this is it. And I promise, this is it. Its really hurts... And I thot there is somebody who would be there. I was wrong. He got back here but never seen me. Never spare some of his minutes to see me. I was completely wrong. I dunno where I am in his heart. Maybe there is no place at all. And I thought he could make me happy. Cuz he did. He is not a rebound. He is an old flame. My last torch of light. My life map. ... and now Im lost... again. note : I promise there wud be happier entries in the future. I need some ...

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