Musical Life of Hushgirl

Last nite, I had onto my face. All over, just be careful not to hit my eyes. It was refreshing.. I it!!! And had a good nite sleep then.. :) When I woke up... of cuz it felt like having the Vit C injection huhu.. So, before I hit the usual make up, I had the new Garnier Aqua Defense. Why I came to buy it? I tried the sample.. it was chill... I love it. And it doesnt get tough on my skin.. and moreover it was cheap. Around MYR20. Not so bad !!! The the usual trio + + ( MAC Studio Fix Plus Foundation, MAC Mineralize SkinFinish Smooth Merge, Benefit Coralista) I'm so ready for works. I was actually no mood to go to .. but what I could do though... Works were so much.. hurmmm with day end thing.. the new server and all. Sometimes I was just staring at my ... Maybe I was still sad.. but truly I didnt feel.. urgh.. so I email my girls.. .. updated them. Some were so angry with Nabil.. some gave me something I wanted to hear. I just have to make myself happy and thats the most impor...

Im trying and trying not to spoil my blog with the sappy entry. But I am very very sad right now. And I dun feel like to talk to any living human about it.. hence.. here goes. So much drama happened this morning. Works, users, boss.. my mom :( I have no idea how be as perfect as what they expected. I am trying ok. And worst thing happened after lunch hour, me and Nabil were on the speaking term once again And yes, I am not so delighted. After all we are just friend now. And when we updated each other with current news, he was so eager to know if I were seeing anybody. And he was so eager telling me how many dates he had and how it ended. I was saying nothing after that. I switched the topic. It seems like when I was feeling guilty not to be at his side when I thought he was in his down time..he was okay with it and clearly he doesnt even need me anyway. And what a few dates? How easy it can be for him to seek for a relationship when it was with me things are so complicated and not movi...

sick with the world. urgh!! I'm just another body down Internal bleeding 'round and 'round And all I can think of are ways to die alone And all I can think of are ways to die alone A portrait of my skeletal gain Left selfish and hungry, so feed me the pain Escape reality with new pain Then let the cycle start again And all I can think of are ways to die alone And all I can think of are ways to die alone Dream of content, a pain filtered farm All I can say Dreams are bad When all they do is leave the truth behind Dreams are bad When negativity's a state of mind Dreams are bad When all they do is leave the truth behind Dreams are bad my no.2 depressing song.. hey should we do the top 10 depressing songs? okie maybe 5, cuz my battery would be dead soon 5. Creep - Stone Temple Pilots 4. Walking After You - Foo Fighters 3. Cinta Mati - Agmon feat Ahmad Dhani 2. Untitled - Silverchair 1. Emotion Sickness - Silverchair ahhh ni semua lagu suicide. cannot listen too much. Hushg...

I was thinking of my old playground. Fotolog it is. Back when we the flickr not exist, the photobucket and all... My ex soulmate recommended me this. And this is some of the old pictures I uploaded : Hushgirl Fotolog Up there is my old pictures, when we had our Graduation Dinner. Of course the dinner was organized by the Uni. Hence, the tudung and all :D I was the type of student who only wore tudung when the car reached the post guard heheh Anyway, I dun regret I was enrolled to IIUM. The course was excellent. Well, could be better. but at least :) From left to right, Zura my Brunei's friend, Tutie old pal.. now , hmm :(, the yours truly and Farah old bff. Wow, I am feeling sad now. Till then. Hushgirl currently listening to : -

Huhu skipped gym again. Gosh.. when will I Insaf ? I have no idea. I was planning to go actually but I had this quarterly briefing in the Office and had some feast around 6pm. When the tummy was so full, I dun feel like goin exercising. maybe Tomorrow.. Geez.. butt lazy and still complaining about the huuuge arms :D okie, the title above has nothing to do with this entry. First of all, who wants to go to Luna Bar with me? We will be moonwalk dancing :D aHH.. no, tomorrow is my dad birthday, goin back to Bentong on saturday and back to KL on sunday. Cant go to Luna Bar this Saturday nite. Moreover, I dun have clubbing kaki anymore. And tried so hard from the Bar, tried to be good :D huhu I was actually startled by this news about a travel model who got caught and sentenced to whipping for drinking alcohol. Hmmm.. hmmm. im not goin to talk more on that, its not fair when we scared of the world punsihment when we ignored the hereafter punishment right.. well not to be hypocrite here, so l...

Whoa... Spongebob is a big boy now! 10 years huh. I remembered the 1st time I got to know Spongebob. I was chatting with my pet bro, we usually had the web cam on cuz he was usually goin to show me the art project he was doing. And I would be the "Simon Cowell" - huhu. So that evening I noticed his yellow boxer shorts and it looks pretty.. well too yellow with some cartoon on it. And I asked him, whats dat? He said, Spongebob Squarepants. And I was like, eh??? And he was like.. Its on Nick now.. So I went to the TV and watched it. Maybe if it wasnt recommend by my pet bro, Imran.. I would just love it anyhow. Never tired of watching it until now. Spongebob, you might be the ridiculous, rude, silly, gay-ish thing.. but to me you are the only one yellow creature I can tolerate in this world. I love you to bits. The most cutest scene I love : Spongebob plays bubbles. 10 years.. man.. ure the longest bf I ever had. hihihi Hushgirl currently listening to : -

I need to blog another entry cuz the previous entry hurts my eyes. My arms are huuUUUUUge! though they were actually more huge than before, I should be a bit thankful. Owh yea... gosh, my friend just shared with me the stuff she experienced in the London Weight Management Centre. The part where they checked her body part and she had to stand there naked when the consultant examined her body and she was supposed to just wear a plastic - whats that term, u wear and u throw it away.. erm.. well it was in g-string and.. gosh I cant ever imagine. naked? in front of a lady? humiliating. This totally make me insaf and go to Gym :D Didnt do any photoshopping today.. but a real life shopping activities. Had shop for Raya clothes, I dunno whats clothes I bought but me and mom decided to go to Gulatis like we always do. I was first thinking to ask her to go to Jakel but we went there that day and it was not just crowded and filled with so many clothes - we actually felt so hard to decide, but mom...