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It's not Me, It's you

Last nite, I had onto my face. All over, just be careful not to hit my eyes. It was refreshing.. I it!!! And had a good nite sleep then.. :)

When I woke up... of cuz it felt like having the Vit C injection huhu.. So, before I hit the usual make up, I had the new Garnier Aqua Defense. Why I came to buy it? I tried the sample.. it was chill... I love it. And it doesnt get tough on my skin.. and moreover it was cheap. Around MYR20. Not so bad !!!

The the usual trio + + ( MAC Studio Fix Plus Foundation, MAC Mineralize SkinFinish Smooth Merge, Benefit Coralista) I'm so ready for works. I was actually no mood to go to .. but what I could do though...

Works were so much.. hurmmm with day end thing.. the new server and all. Sometimes I was just staring at my ... Maybe I was still sad.. but truly I didnt feel.. urgh.. so I email my girls.. .. updated them. Some were so angry with Nabil.. some gave me something I wanted to hear. I just have to make myself happy and thats the most important thing. I must look forward and not even once to look back.

I felt relieved though.. and guess what I completed my compulsory fasting and tomorrow im so gonna have some feast :D

owh yea.. back to the face stuff... I got back and until 9 pm ( time to shower ) my face was not oily at all. Not like the normal days.. Id probably get oily face since 2 pm. Hmmm.. So I dunno if its Garnier or the lemon.. But so gonna get the routine. At least twice a week.. :) The au naturel Vitamin C y'all..

Well... im being a happy girl today.. good kan... :)












Hushgirl currently listening to : Strawberry Swing| Coldplay

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