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sick with the world. urgh!!

I'm just another body down
Internal bleeding 'round and 'round

And all I can think of are ways to die alone
And all I can think of are ways to die alone

A portrait of my skeletal gain
Left selfish and hungry, so feed me the pain
Escape reality with new pain
Then let the cycle start again

And all I can think of are ways to die alone
And all I can think of are ways to die alone

Dream of content, a pain filtered farm
All I can say

Dreams are bad
When all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad
When negativity's a state of mind

Dreams are bad
When all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad


my no.2 depressing song.. hey should we do the top 10 depressing songs?

okie maybe 5, cuz my battery would be dead soon


5. Creep - Stone Temple Pilots
4. Walking After You - Foo Fighters
3. Cinta Mati - Agmon feat Ahmad Dhani
2. Untitled - Silverchair
1. Emotion Sickness - Silverchair

ahhh ni semua lagu suicide. cannot listen too much.


Hushgirl currently listening to : Untitled | Silverchar | Godzilla OST

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