Musical Life of Hushgirl

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie Cause you know that baby, I Hushgirl currently listening to : guess?

Yesterday approximately at this time, Ma said something sarcastic to Babah. Babah was filling some form pertaining the housing stuff. I seriously hate sarcasm. I tried a lot not to say something sarcastic. My nature is if I get upset, I keep quiet. When I am ok, I will blurt it out. I dont believe in sarcasm. It only makes thing worst. But I aint perfect, sometimes I went off sarcastic, through words and gesture.. not long after that I will feel bad. And its not healthy. Back to my married for 33 years parents, I know Mom is upset with something and Babah kept quiet or more accurate is, he ignored my mom sarcasm words. Maybe he knew that he deserved it. Babah sure knows he is not perfect. Of course, I was upset with Ma. Maybe also, she worked too hard and tensed so she was in her imbalanced emotion. I dunno.. When Babah completed with his stuff, he went off to watch tv. I was in front of my laptop and so was Ma. Ma said something that she upset about. I got more upset and said ...

All of the above pictures was taken by using cam phone. Pathetic... my chubby fatso picture was taken by Zai using her Samsung Omnia, edited at picnik.com The other 2 were taken by my cuhmelest Sony Ericsson - W580i  also edited at picknik.com Eversince "my" digital camera Canon Ixus 500 passed away :) Nah.. the camera got slightly rosak, and the shopboy said it wud cost MYR200 to repair ( without guarantee )  I just couldnt buy it cuz I know it will be such a waste of money. So I plan to buy a new one. Later.. birthday gift! So what I have in mind is Canon Ixus 130 ( with fish eye effect.. yey! at last, lomo stuff for commercial camera ) and it comes with a nice metallic purple pink color which is so cool. And its not that pricey.. I went around and check it out.. it really slim and rounded edge. But one thing I hate about this camera is that it is too automatic. No manual function.. if not mistaken... I am still checking it out. So the other "competitor" wo...

Yes im blogging from my office cuz I am sleepy! Eversince I heard the song Mr Brightside from The Killers last Sunday... I got this chirpy mood. So a few times already I buzz my dear ex-boyfriend aka The Monster aka the The Killer himself.  I buzzed him when I was happy so that I wont get too emo if he ignore me.. Indeed, yes he ignored me! Damn it.. though I was the one who gets emo and said 'Dun contact me again' but seriously, I wasnt myself at certain time.  He should know me better and if he doesnt, he can go to hell! No No No he cannot.. He's too sweet. He is so loveable.. he is like the morning chipy bird and cute little kitten which meow me in the morning to make my day. Gosh I love him so. Why cant he be mine? owh its Daniel birthday today... I want Ben and Jerry's! Hushgirl currently listening to : -

My sister was teasing me for being in my Cheerio mood. It was quite an accident actually. We watched the Glee Season 1 reruns on Starworld and I excused myself for a quick shower ( yeah, during menses girls are not recommended to wash their hair ) and after the shower I joined her resume watching Glee. Also, I was actually watching the Episode 15 on the Net. It was The Power of Madonna episode. I love the part Kurt and Mercedes sang 4 minutes with Cheerio performance. My sis was looking at me and she was like, OMG you are so vain! You got your Cheerio uniform. And I was startled. Not that I planned, but I was wearing my Bintang white and red singlet and my red skirts. I was Cheerio!! A fat one anyway ha ha Gosh.. at 1030 pm just now, I went into the room and felt like to sleep. But just couldnt. The bed looked so empty. My laptop was outside, I decided to bring it in and felt like blogging. But I have no idea what to say. What chu say? What did I say? What would I say? Oh gosh, I a...

Sometimes, when we run away, it doesn't mean we don't care, indeed, we care too much. I Love You. Of course, I miss blogging. I miss my blog. I miss writing. I miss writing about my emotional ramblings and my physical stuff. I miss everything about my life that I supposed to pour all in here. I miss my blog!!! So today I thought of blogging. Dont care if it gets too emo.. well, if it happened.. its just ME! -- Owh I love the new Adidas ad. I love the girl in the blue jersey.. The haircut, the attitude and the blue jersey! YES! Im beginning to appreciate "blue" nowadays.. kinda starting to appreciate other colors than pink! Of cuz, I aint PinkY.. gross!! I want one!!!! I always love Adidas and Fila for street wear.. for sports I'd choose Nike. Ahh, I just found out this girl was Agyness Deyn. Huh!!! Even she has coolest name!! Anyway, kudos to this website for the Info. Style List . Then I found her proper picture from my reliable Google Image Search. ...

I got a very tough day today. Just hope to say it out loud, but I had to .. well.. I think its too personal, but yea I am depressed, I got so emotional lately and yes, again I am depressed. but after a long long chilly shower just now, I got Adam Sandler on telly. He made me laugh. and I got this on my FB. FT is right, tomorrow is goin to be fine. At least I dont lose myself. So, I'll see you when I back from Tioman. Mwaks. Hushgirl currently listening to : Selamat Malam Faizal Tahir Adrenalin