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Wonderful Wednesday

My sister was teasing me for being in my Cheerio mood. It was quite an accident actually. We watched the Glee Season 1 reruns on Starworld and I excused myself for a quick shower ( yeah, during menses girls are not recommended to wash their hair ) and after the shower I joined her resume watching Glee. Also, I was actually watching the Episode 15 on the Net. It was The Power of Madonna episode. I love the part Kurt and Mercedes sang 4 minutes with Cheerio performance. My sis was looking at me and she was like, OMG you are so vain! You got your Cheerio uniform. And I was startled. Not that I planned, but I was wearing my Bintang white and red singlet and my red skirts. I was Cheerio!! A fat one anyway ha ha

Gosh.. at 1030 pm just now, I went into the room and felt like to sleep. But just couldnt. The bed looked so empty. My laptop was outside, I decided to bring it in and felt like blogging. But I have no idea what to say. What chu say? What did I say? What would I say?

Oh gosh, I am sleepy now!!!!

Owh yea, I am so goin to celebrate my 30th birthday next month.. Was kinda planning to have some  makan2  and BBQ and such at my parents place.. :) And turned out that the company trip would be on 28 May - 30 may!! Damnnitttt!!!!

And it would be at JB / Singapore!!! The Universal Studio visit.. gila rugi if tak pergi kan??? It was fully paid trip!!  I am so torn in 2... of course I wanna be with my family and my loved ones on my birthday.. not with buncha workplace mates.. isk.. how devastated that would be..

and to be in JB on my bday.. are you kidding me?

Damn.. why do I have to think? why do I always had to decide?? Why? why dilemma , me? Why?
90% of me not goin.. Im goin to Singapore this Dec anyway.. ahh.. :D

Ah anyway, I hate my crush now. He was seducing me this morning for my favor... I mean its my job.. You can just ask my help.. you dont have to seduce.. when you seduce, u look cheap. You dun look attractive at all!!!.. Ahh please dont do that anymore, You are so handsome to lose!!!

Wonder if company trip... me and my crush :D huhu

Amy and Mr H
sitting in a tree
K-I-S-S-I-N-G
doing what they shouldn't be
starts with S
ends with X
OMG, it must be _ _ _ lolz!

I am so fucking dead if he found my blog. =)



Hushgirl currently listening to :
Love Hurts
Incubus


I miss Mr N!


No.. i dun really miss him.. the song made me thinking of him.


hey, its my 1st bf birthday today. 21st Apr !! If we still talk I would wish him a good 35th Happy Birthday.. geez.. I am old. He is freaking old.. I wonder if he still looks as he was 25. When I first met him. Geez.. how time flies..

Anyway, they said the World wide Web isnt that wide... just a small world, if my 1st bf happened to find this blog of mine, Happy Birthday Ayin!
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