Musical Life of Hushgirl

corals salad + green tea soba + caramelized onion and shitake + sliced of chicken breast.

In a haze, a stormy haze,  I'll be round, I'll be loving you always, always,  Here I am and I'll take my time,  Here I am and I'll wait in line always, always  coldplay_lyrics

So last Friday I went to pay the 1st payment for the Bali trip. Kakak agent was a very warm and friendly in person. I cant deny, she made me feel comfortable to talk with even though technically she was a stranger. After the transaction was complete, she still continued talking and I cant remember how the conversation be like this. "Amy dah ada bf?" I was just smiling - I still thought she was a stranger and I dont normally talk about my personal thing to a stranger ( but u blog amy! )  ~ i dont have a reader :P So I guess, from my smile and my blush, she took it as I have one. Then, she asked again. "Tunggu apa lagi?" "Tunggu apa?" yes, apparently I was being very naive. She went on and on about marriage boyfriend and all. Even startled me with, "kau ni jaga - jaga lah. Kang laki orang pulak." seriously. I didnt really tell her the whole thing, I was just nodding and giggling and listening. She said she was married to a guy she didnt lov...

"talking to the moon"  I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't understand You're all I have You're all I have Chorus: At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the Moon Try to get to You In hopes you're on the other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool who sits alone Talking to the moon I'm feeling like I'm famous The talk of the town They say I've gone mad Yeah, I've gone mad But they don't know what I know Cause when the sund goes down someone's talking back Yeah, they're talking back At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the Moon Try to get to You In hopes you're on the other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool who sits alone Talking to the moon Do you ever hear me calling? Ca...

there is a period in girl's monthly cycle that she can be super emotional, super sensitive and super hot. its really tough to juggle with all those. its depressing. and she will very very much likely to think am i disgustingly fat? is he hates me now? is he goin to leave me? omg ill die alone i am so fat bla bla bla it even crappy that she will have no mood for lyke everything. yea. and yup, thats my day. it started with gloomy morning. i was walking in drizzle of rain. i did my coding heartlessly. i talked with people who fancied me but i dont fancy them. and its karma, i tried to make a conversation with my man cuz believe me, we aint talking that much anymore. and he didnt reply. up to now. sometimes i think, he has other girl. my emo talking. hmm.. sigh. So I finished my work like 6pm. Couldnt take it anymore. get home. talked to people who fancy me. its like watering a dying beautiful flower plant. what am i talking now? the thing is, its such a crap da...

I never celebrated Valentine's. I mean, never had those formal flowers and dinner and chocs and such. The most Ive done was wishing and yep, when I was in my teen, I would exchange Valentine's with my cousin. We were pretty pathetic dont we? So this year, my man was back from up north and he bought me a Cadbury bar. I assumed that as my Valentine's chocs keke still pretty pathetic, eh? hahah kasik can la okay. Since last year, he started the tradition of wishing the v-day thing, so I was waited for his wish this year. I waited the whole 13th and nothing ( cuz last year was on 13th -- before he forget, he said ). I went to bed earlier, I didnt finish my grammy, I wanna be ready in bed when he would wish. And yes, 12++ he did. I smiled to sleep. Madness. So, that was just it. No plan for eat in or eat out or whatsoever. I planned for a quiet dinner at home, watching movie and eating the chocs. However, around 5++ I asked Zai if she wanna get cuppa, so I went to KLCC -...

Malam bulan di pagar bintang Makin indah jika di pandang Bagai gadis beri senyuman Pada bujang idaman Relai kasih ingin di manja Dengan cumbuan mesra Untuk penglipurlara Penawar dek asmara [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/p_ramlee_saloma/malam_bulan_di_pagar_bintang.html ] Malam bulan di pagar bintang Tambah seri cuaca malam Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan Bulan bintang lampu alam Andai kata bintang menyepi Bulan tidak berseri Malam menjadi sunyi Tidak berseri lagi lyrics from  lyricsmode Happy Lovers Day xoxo - Amylia