Musical Life of Hushgirl

So, the previous post was a sneak peek! This one is the full report for birthday trip I had this year.  Truly a bliss.  When I was in Yogya, my guide told me that from his own personal opinion, he loves Lombok more than Bali. I was impressed. I mean, I heard that a lot.. Even like 10 years ago. But I don't know why, I chose to go to Bali, and been there twice.  So this time I know I should go to Lombok. Moreover it would complete my ID travelogue. Sumatra - checked. West Java - checked. Central Java - checked. East Java - checked. Bali - checked! And Nusa Tenggara Barat... Coming soon! So back from the Soerabaia, I asked Nana if she wanted to join. Before that I asked Riz. But, although he is a guy and I'm pretty sure his sexual orientation is, well if he is straight I don't think he will be a harm to me.. So I thought I could go with him, also I thought of goin alone but I just don't trust myself and thought of so bored to be lonely.  Finally I asked Nana and to get...

Officially a Gili Girl Welcome drinks. Iced Lombok coffee Sunset shot Gili Girl is 34! Lumbung - my fave hideout! Chill out So pretty Iwannastayhereforever A-m-y Chill out all the time Quiet please. Where i snored during my nap time Hi neighbor! The wind.. Ahhhh 1st night on the Island Goodnite. Lotsa love,  Amylia

Hmm Back to reality. Actually I just dont get it why people always said back to reality, especially when they finish the vacation and back to to home. So does it means, the vacation they had isnt a reality? It is real yes, not reality. Maybe, it is not something we live on everyday. Really? Maybe, we can think of a very very sweet memories we had.  Whatever it is, back to reality does sounds bitter.  Maybe cuz my reality is bitter.  Ahh depressing, just back in the home for 1 day, I already feeling depressed.  I miss the beach. I feel like I didnt spend much time by the beach. Seems like, I would never be satisfied. Its like, half of my heart left on the island. I actually had a different idea just now when I decided to blog tonite, just after i watched the old Valentine' s movie.. The Lake House. My first time watching it, it was twisted but, I got it.  Before I went to the island, I have someone in KL that made me smile, maybe sometimes he does making me "fly"...

34 Im in Gili Air with my mom. She is very lucky.  My wish is to have a daughter like me. Maybe with a pair of blue eyes. Thank you Allah. 

Heyya we meet again. Come to think of this, i think i cant live without my blog. Having to be emotional over something which obviously wont response is really my thing. This is why i love Brandon Boyd.  Im thinking other social media are really against me since im in my emo, very emotional state. Could it be the birth planning pill that i currently taking it. Yes, maybe. No, maybe not. See how true am i here? Do you think i would update my status on fb about the pill im taking now, or to post a pic of the pills on my instagram?  Call me a hypocrite but i am not. Not really a mysterious kinda person, i just love keeping the sensitivy of my audience. And by that i mean, i know blogging is ok cuz i dont have any audience. Am i right? Or am i wrong? Im so sick and tired with other social media. Maybe not the media, but the social. At this point of time, my friend just updated her status with - have a great weekend, with your loved ones.  Im like, what if we dont have loved on...

I'm really scared

I was thinking about this post last Friday but since I was pretty occupied I didn't got the chance write it down. Back from KLCC, I was busy doing laundry and stuff since starting next Monday we will start the water schedule. Yes it's been very dry season here. With hazy and shallow river everywhere. Even for Sungai Pahang.  Devastated. As devastated as my social life. You see when Zai moved to Japan I was really indeed alone. Well, if she is here she will be quite occupied as well but I know we could make some time. Basically I don't have much friends to hang out with .. Pretty sad.  So other than goin out with my sister, Nana or othe cousins like Ika and Ida. Just recently tried to hang out with Ida which was so awkward cuz I was alone with her and the husband and the kids. But it was okay! When Adam got cranky and bored, papa Ijat would take him to the playground and left Aiman and Ida and me! So we got the time to gossip! Aiman pretended to be interested. Lol.  Since ...