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I Love ME

Sometimes the editor do talk about themselves in the editorial page, don't they? :D

Well, its just me. Cant help it when life is so colorful, i feel like to write down about it. Then, just excuse me.

Now, how do i start? I just hope i wont be too physical about it. Or rather so emotional about it. But yes in this current time I am happy. Having a nice friends around me, having the one i fond of back to me. Why shouldn't i be one? ;)

Even when I went for my cousin's wedding last Saturday I was not as depressed as I thought I could be. Maybe cause i keep imagine mine is next? And i kinda know who I am goin to spend my life with? And i keep having him around me, having him around my uncles and my dad and my cousins when they teasing me while i was making them the coffee they asked for?

My Chu Yee told me he will be around for a week if its my wedding next time. I was laughing. I wasn't depressed like usual when they asked, or they teased. Cause I believed they actually pray for me. :) Wonderful. Or maybe I was like so happy and positive cause I talked to him on the night before?

Maybe. He made me happy. OOpssss I promised him I would not talk about it on my public blog. O Sayang I cant help it. This is definitely a risk!


I should stop now and think of a smart title to write






Blogged by Amylia @ 10/08/08 : 2002 hrs

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