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My Bleeding Kitten

I arrived here in my hometown this morning. Had a regular check up at the family clinic. BP and sugar was ok. Weight not OK. Yep, been putting gym routine at the lowest priority does really mean i cant cut down my weight.

When i got at home, normally id go to my aunts house, just beside our lot. To get the kittens come out of the cage. I was laughing when i saw Lulu was actually lie on their scratching post and was actually hugging it. But when she woke up, and went to drink the water, i saw her eye. The left eye. It was horrible. She looked so much in pain :( And so were Bobo and Danny.. Bell was ok. She looked pretty much healthy but kept sneezing. Bobo was usually active and could not stop playing now keeping himself at one place. :( So sad.

Later i went out to my cousin's wedding and back home, There i found Lulu's eye was already bleeding. She couldnt meow and refused to eat her treats and it was bleeding as tears running down my eyes to see her misery :( And i cant make it to the vet cuz my aunts not there. So i just get some Gamat oil and put it on. She was not easy to treat. She must be in so much pain. The bleeding then stopped and i put her on the post and a nice old pants of mine on the cage and she went snuggle on. :( i cant stay there and watched her again. Its killin...

Just hope n pray she will be ok..





Blogged by Amylia @ 16/08/08 : 1702 hr

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