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Queen B finally found herself

I just watched Gossip Girl Season II - ep 18 and 19 and I must say, I was sad when Chuck Bass was sad. But not this time, he lost Blair and yes, he deserved it.

It was like my own story, y'know me and N. We were like Miss Waldorf and Mr Bass. There was time that I am not sure which one of me that N loved. The good me, the bad me? It is just complicated and we always denied it.

I guess when a relationship is just too complicated and we wasted so many tears on it, we should call it off. I know I was in so much in pain well, still is. But I am glad it's all over. (Yes this is the positive me)

I am so sure he feels so good now. Maybe even more happier.

Well as for me, I am Happy. I am in the process of healing :)


and the end of episode 19, It was Blair and Nate upstairs, while Chuck was downstairs. Too late eh Chuck?..




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