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the F word

Argh!!! The first time ever I feel like to cry at my workstation.

I was assigned to back up this senior if he should be on leave. Which was OK la. Then he started to let go of his responsibility and suggested ( more like giving ) me to support the job completely. Which is to me, was quite rude. Cause he needs to asked my superior first and asked me if i am capable in doing it. I have other job too. Hello, somebody is resigning ok?

Then after witnessing the fight between my big boss and my superior over him in a meeting, I was to be the person IN charge. I tell you, this people I dunno la he is such a fucking Hitler alive. No respect to other person at all. And yes he was the 1 who volunteer to do all this, now he giving it all to me.. without asking!!!

And yes.. now he is tired la.. bla bla bla, stacks of backlogs to do, bla bla bla.. I remembered that once in the meeting, my big boss asked if he needs help. Fucker!! He said NO!!

Damn. fuck u lah. Now its all me!

"Amylia, you will be the first defense.." fuck up!



So, the soft PM wrote up a stupid Minutes and stated that I shall seek his assistance if I got something urgent.

Today I got something urgent, and I emailed him should he has any free time to cover the log.. Guess what ( as expected.. ) he came to my workstation, asked me about the urgent task I got (like you can solve it la kan?) then he took a look at it and said 'No Amylia, you cannot use this task as a license to dump the log to me'

FUCK YOU!!!

I was about to cry cuz if I got so mad, I cry.
So I said, no, im not dumping,ok! I am asking your help.

And he went on and on and on about his stack of backlogs. and None of the time I looked at his face.

I mean.. fuck up la old man... why are u keeping the backlogs... why didnt u clear it at the first place and ask for help ? keeping the BIG EGO!! Big boss can recruit a staff for you, dummy!!

Urgh.. I just cant wait for the meeting tomorrow. Its all fucked up now.










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