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The Ibiza Dream

5 passes to Cleo Bachelor Party are wasted!!!
:D If E found out, he must be emo. Like he never gete Emo all the time,. duh!


So..

Well club scene is definitely No No anymore. I guess. But not in Bali or Ibiza :P
ok If i wanna go to Ibiza.. in 3 years, how much should i save monthly?

I will keep that unAnswered.

But then i think, 3 years is ok la. U save 1K a month (dat means no food, no clothes no make up..) u got a real skinny but after 3 years u got like what.. 36K!!! whoa thats more than enough i think :)

Ibiza here I come!!!




well... Ibiza is still Ibiza dream. Like me and Ben's dream


Anyway Ben is my fren's alter ego name. His real name is Amir. Well then, Beth is my alter ego name. (beth-- kiss's song.. ring a bell? no idea? --) Okie, and was actually watched AGAIN the movie he's just NOT that into you. and ben and beth were in it.

They were couple!!

But this Ben and Beth, we are not couple. We do not have marriage issue. He doesnt seem to get married anyway. I dunno.. he's girlfriend is his white Car. Owh I dunno what kinda car he got, I just dun recognized it. Ben was younger than me, but obviously taller and matured than me :D

And yes, we both have the Ibiza dream.
Its just that he can go there anytime.




Ben, if you're reading this. I nak ikut!!!!



well.. he's not reading this :D


Ill show you how nice is the sunset in Ibiza..




ahh... what a sight.. and it can be even more meaningful, if we have somebody we love beside us.

"the sunset, a glass of sparkling juice and him.."


damn..OMG im late for gym.




Hushgirl currently listening to : Get Back To Serenity (Beach Mix) | Vargo | Cafe Del Mar Dreams Vol 2

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