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Its 1:22 AM, Monday Morning

Hmmm

couple of minutes ago, I had a black coffee on the rocks cuz I felt like it. And I dunno what time will I sleep later.

No coffee doesnt make me awake much.. It just that, last nite.. I slept at 12, awoke at 3 something then back to sleep after Subuh. And the whole morning were in bed, then had brunch. Then slept again until 3pm. Awake until now *grin* Anyway managed to get the wardrobe and the room spic and span. Changed the new bed cover, and my clothes drawers was 1 thing I could be proud of at this moment. 1st drawer - intimate stuff, 2 - tops, 3 - towels, skirts and pants Haha

And the 2 door closet was packed with hanged clothes and bags / paper bags / stuff at the low level. Urghhh.. I still have some dry clean clothes I dunno where to place them. Gosh... I so need a walk in closet!!! The day my sister decided to get married, I am so gonna get her room to be my very own walk in closet. I dun care!

Do you know that Heineken's commercial where the girl got walk in closet and the guy got walk in Heineken's cellar / chill bar :D hihihi Neat!

Owh no. nature's calling.. one of the best thing about drinking black coffee. Boost your metabolism :D

brb in secs!


back..!!

You know, I have been wasting 3 days of skipping my fast due to the menses false alarm. 3 days and all I got is a brown stain :( I dunno whats wrong this time. My sis said it might be due to post fever I got. Well yeah, sometimes I feel like body is a bit warm. But everyday temperature scanning, my temp was normal. :(

I need my menses before I left for Bali :(

Gosh.. its awful.. My mom asked me to eat pineapple. I had some after dinner and I kinda hurt my tummy. Geez.. well, Will wake up early tomorrow for Mandi and sahur. Till then, I should get some sleep.

G' Nite.



Hushgirl currently listening to : Barely Breathing | Duncan Sheik|

note : owh I am so back to my 17 years whenever I listen to this song. I miss the old super cool ME!

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