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Super September

Whoa its September.

Means its goin to be the 9th months of me working in the new company. If I were pregnant, I would deliver now :D And talking about deliver, well.. some of the task I already major .. well well.. But I did write a good tedious coding today. And I was proud.

I remembered the 1st time I wrote a stored procedure. For Oracle. My former senior, Kak Elly wrote a basic coding and I learn from that. Now I could read faster, debug better but still suck at write it from scratch ha ha ha :D But today, I just wrote something that I proud of. Well, at least.. cuz I tried on my own and I googled :)

Okie Im a google maniac.. well dun blame me, both my siblings are IT-illiterate but they sure find google much more efficient than any other search engine. Well, when you look at google page, u know this phrase is true. Less is More.

Hmm.. ok this isnt a good point to blog. Its just that I got back from work pretty early today. I walked out at 5pm. The time to go was actually 4:45 pm. Since I were to have my Iftar alone today, I just bought some food and just hang out in my room.. surfing, facebooking, blogging.. and yes I did watch Entourage ep 8 just now. Season 6 now huhu And from what I watched, Entourage season 6 is more about the entourage .. much much more than Vincent Chase character. I have no idea, but I kinda like it. My favourite character is Ari Gold. Because he's an Agent, a proud Jewish and a good friend. Yea, its interesting to watch a Jewish character, cuz I never know any. So its good to know though.. And working as an Agent was splendid... !!! and Sure the pay is splendid as well.. ( and u work to your A$$! )

Owh well, the episode 8 was a bout E and Sloane. They were together and they broke up. And they met again and E was still hoping to get a chance, and Sloane said no. But she still seeking, cuz you know why.. even when a girl say No, 45% of her heart still longing and wants the guy to put extra effort to win over her. But E got a new girl.. wanting him. So he didnt tried his best to get Sloane.. even he was still wants her. He asked, Sloane said No. And thats the end of the story. When the new girl dumped him, he went to chase for Sloane again. Ok for this season I really hate E.

Well, moral of the story.. in this era, if the guy asked you to go steady or to try.. if you like him, just say yes. Dont wait for him to put extra effort to get to u. It will NOT happen. And to dream of a guy, like a knight in shining armor, to kill a beast for you.. well... its NOT gonna happen.

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