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Blue for gloomy Nite, eh?

I am due for the Fall/Winter simply stuff. Was actually designed one, but accidently close the canvas without save it first. And too lazy to start over. Maybe tomorrows nite. I have picked stuff from great designer labels.

Well, change a bit la. Fall fashion always to me a designer label. I dunno why.

Not to say that fall and winter is irrelevant to Malaysia, cuz we have this rainy season now. It was raining every evening. Begins around 3 pm. Sometimes, it was raining during lunch hour. Just great.

There were times I love looking at the rain. I mean... u know, watching the raindrops. It is quite mesmerizing though. Make me wonder... and keep wondering.

Life is so at the bottom nowadays. But I dun feel like to share it. Maybe one day.. its just, hmmm.. its never enough.


Nites for now.



note : .. am in my blue mood. my Spongebob nite pants are blue, my sleep socks are baby blue and my sleep lace top is also light blue :D



Hushgirl currently listening to : I Will Survive | Cake

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