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Dreaming with a Broken Heart

Lyke usual, I asleep around 10++ something just now. I dont know whether the stress I denied, or its somethings wrong wit my body I just feel tired n all. Maybe cuz lack of sleep and different pattern of sleep n eating habits n what not.

I dunno. But slept early and wake up again around 1++ is no fun. But had too, cuz I had some chores and packing to do. Will be outside KL for 3 days means welcoming the New Year on the road. ( there goes NY celebration again .. haiz.. Soo was excitedly wanted to celebrate high up in the Skybar and it was fully booked and he excitedly telling me that they're goin to somewhere else which is as nicer.. ) I missed those days..

Sigh.

But family trip is good. Its good right, urm..

I am actually still longing for that black dress I found in Melaka. Specifically, a shop called chicas or something in the new Jusco. Damn, we were from Umbai when Nana said, hey its still early ( getting 8 pm ) lets go to the new Jusco somewhere nearby Melaka Sentral. And off we went.. and it was the massive traffic jam ever! :D Its pretty stressful if you're struggling in a traffic jam on your daily routine like after work or something, but when ure on so called vacation or roadtrip, you tend to tolerate with it. Like what we did, we played the Glee OST cd out loud and sang a long expressively.

of course we were singing 'Dont Stop Believing' with the fake microphones :D and only stop when some people saw us haha

so that black dress is cute all right. I didnt try it cuz I dun wanna buy it but why I feel like longing for it...

ahh.... little big black dress...

i must have one.

...... i must go to sleep now. i still not sure how the title relates with this post. I just need John Mayer to lie beside me and sing. I would die peacefully.


Wondering could you stay my love? 
Will you wake up by my side? 
No he can't, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... 


Hushgirl currently listening to : Dreaming with a Broken Heart
John Mayer
Continuum

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