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Cinta, hanyalah Cinta.

Since this morning I feel like to blog. But then of course there was no time in the office. Was very busy with non-stop error rectification and data investigation when I feel like its almost impossible for me to have time to develop a new requirement.. it sucks actually to blog about my works.

Until now I dont even have any idea how to write. Should I be all out or should I express my feeling between the lines? Which one you prefer?

I think I am very good in expressing between line. Cuz I am a shy person. I dont go direct. I gave hints. I show how I care. There were time, people may misjudge. I dont blame them. And there were time people wants more in direct approach, I advise for them to open their eyes.

ok I am lost.

seriously I dont know how to write. maybe Im too happy, maybe im too content. I have no complaint whatsoever ( except my dear Faizal Tahir lost again last nite :( ) ... its been a very quiet and mourning morning for me, until a nice morning greetings I received.

Thanks baby, ure awesome. I love you.

hmm no I didnt reply him like that. Why didnt I?
cuz i am shy and he doesnt read my blog =)


waiting for Sebelas January now.


Hushgirl currently listening to : Tentang Seseorang.
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