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How's your NY?

Hmm..
7 days for 2011. How's 2011 so far?

I still feel like to talk about 2010 when I thought it sucks, but nope it wasnt.
When shit happened, it got a little reason behind it.
Shit makes you grow. Maturely and positively.

However sometimes we just dont realized it. We were too sad.

As Barney said,  "When I get sad, I stop being sad, and be awesome, instead. True story."

Awesome!!! I've put the quote on my fb page so that I could read it everyday and feel positive. Just like when I read the quote "I wont quit" something like that. The stuff is in the gym and I havent gone to the gym yet. Damn.

My uncle sent me a belated new year wish last few days. And asked whats my resolution. I said,
"to go to Gym at least 3 times a week"
"and how many time u already go this week"
"u guess?"
"not yet"

=)

I really miss my GG. He was in my dream last nite but it was a very bad dream. There were killings, angry people, betrayal, baby ( who's baby???) , rapist.. ahh so much!! When I heard the Subuh Azan, I woke up. And my body felt chilly and hot at the same time.

Scary, the end of the dream was about the cook cooked human organ n stuff. OMG that is so gross...

I need some inspirational song. I chose Shoot Down the Stars - Gym Class Heroes.
Must be positive. Must be happy. Must make people happy.
Must make people happy. Karma will make me happy then.
I miss Bali.

I miss the Beach.

In the meantime, a little talk and coffee session with Zai tonite and maybe, dunno when a good singing contest with my dear One.

-- edited : look at the time I blogged.. scary isnt it? ( no I didnt set up )



Hushgirl currently listening to : Gym Class Heroes - OMG

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