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if not NOW, when?

suddenly i remembered the folder full of her songs. he must be listening to them when he missed her.
and how he planned to watch the wc final together with her, in a special place..
all those mutual interest n sharing the joyness together..
i dont have that with him.
though we have a few.
i waited for him to ask me to share his wonderful time to catch the blues.
but he didnt.
and i didnt ask him to accompany me to catch incubus. my all time music obsession.
there's nothing bonding us.
live in separate lives, us.

guess its all coming to an end,
just a matter of time.


still, i have this song from incubus that reminds me of him
the good ones of him. it's called The Original.

doors are starting to close
you drew a rose, my, my
your mind it is original, oh
you're a skeleton key, opening me
my, my, your mind it is original
boy you're the original
 always were
and always will be

xoxo, always..
Amylia.




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