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Don't Stop Believing

This is hard.... I never thought I would post a very sad entry like this at times like this. Even though this particular person was someone I never met or even talk or you know physically attached but he was someone that deserve a moment of silent from me as I heard the news, he passed away.

Rest in Peace, Cory Monteith. You were always Finn to me, I admitted when all girls went gaga on Puck  during the 1st season of gLee, you were my all time favorite character ... I admit that.. The best part was when you were still active in football and were this stuck up famous quarterback .. A high school hero but inside you have  this sweet loving character shown through the period in gLee club and really dig 70's 80's rock songs!

Of coz I was a gLeek  and will alwiz be damn I can't imagine what's the next season without Finn. This is not just a termination of a character but the real man is dead :( how devastated is that?

And I know he was the same guy in his famous character...with what others were writing about him, I think he was a great guy. When my fren told me about the news I was seriously speechless and hoped it was some kinda of rumors ... Instead of googling for more legitimate articles, I began to open my twitter apps... And it looked true. Most the celebs on my twitter feeds shared their wishes to Cory. I cried a little.... I went up to youtube for some clips... I was really down. My sister didn't believe me and asked me to watch E! Channel for the news. Crazy... Today I read some of the news and tweets on #ripcorymonteithI cried again... 

People may not understand but a lot of things went in my life parallel with the glee shows..from season 1 to the latest one recently... I seriously lose count of all the songs I like on the show..

This is actually one of my fave.. :(

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YAdK4TbDFI0


How smile can hide 1000 of stories kept in his heart....



Glee will never be the same..... 



:( 
Amylia, a gLeek.



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