Musical Life of Hushgirl

I might say this is the most memorable Ramadhan i ever had. Last Ramadhan was a real breakdown for me, but this year.. hmmm i could say i was and still happy. The bad thing was that i skipped gym for the whole 1 month which is, duh.. i wasted the whole money on the monthly fee where i could be buying a nice kebaya top from East India Co. Well, last year Ramadhan, someone been totally changed into new leaf and tried to dump me. He then tried to have me back after Raya, which i totally neglected it. 2 major of why. Maybe cuz i thought that, that was the perfect time to try to live without him and because i was with Z. Z was a close friend.. but when Z began to commit his life with his job that required him to travel and all.. i had my breakdown again and began to miss that someone. And i had him back. And all that we had been through, i know that i have my heart for him. Him and only him, though i know that we may be not together in the future and he didnt seem to put any effort on it, i...

I woke up super excited cuz i dreamt of Nabil. :D Tihihi its like i dunno but it's always amused me. Even in my sleep. Cuz i know i miss him and i met him. Even in my sleep. He was there playing his AutoCad Wasnt it sexy? And we were at this fancy restaurant On a valentine's day And he indeed.. was my date :) ** glad to know the feeling is not distracted at all even when somebody nice is already back home. Toodles for now. Blogged by Amylia @ 19/09/08 : 0551 hrs

He never knew the meaning Of love until he'd seen her Oh man, she really drives him crazy And she knows what she's doing Heart aches, he can't fight this feeling And won't stop until he tells her She is his one and only lady And you've got to believe me If you take my hand We can run away Stay close to my love 'Cause here we go again Don't let go of my hand So we can fly away If you trust in my love This will never end She never did believe in Love until she'd seen him He's got to be pretty amazing For her to share what she's feeling She takes the chance, time for living If she wants to get with him She said you're gonna think i'm crazy but you've got to believe me sweettt :) Blogged by Amylia @ 07/09/08 : 2221 hrs

I arrived here in my hometown this morning. Had a regular check up at the family clinic. BP and sugar was ok. Weight not OK. Yep, been putting gym routine at the lowest priority does really mean i cant cut down my weight. When i got at home, normally id go to my aunts house, just beside our lot. To get the kittens come out of the cage. I was laughing when i saw Lulu was actually lie on their scratching post and was actually hugging it. But when she woke up, and went to drink the water, i saw her eye. The left eye. It was horrible. She looked so much in pain :( And so were Bobo and Danny.. Bell was ok. She looked pretty much healthy but kept sneezing. Bobo was usually active and could not stop playing now keeping himself at one place. :( So sad. Later i went out to my cousin's wedding and back home, There i found Lulu's eye was already bleeding. She couldnt meow and refused to eat her treats and it was bleeding as tears running down my eyes to see her misery :( And i cant make i...

Sometimes the editor do talk about themselves in the editorial page, don't they? :D Well, its just me. Cant help it when life is so colorful, i feel like to write down about it. Then, just excuse me. Now, how do i start? I just hope i wont be too physical about it. Or rather so emotional about it. But yes in this current time I am happy. Having a nice friends around me, having the one i fond of back to me. Why shouldn't i be one? ;) Even when I went for my cousin's wedding last Saturday I was not as depressed as I thought I could be. Maybe cause i keep imagine mine is next? And i kinda know who I am goin to spend my life with? And i keep having him around me, having him around my uncles and my dad and my cousins when they teasing me while i was making them the coffee they asked for? My Chu Yee told me he will be around for a week if its my wedding next time. I was laughing. I wasn't depressed like usual when they asked, or they teased. Cause I believed they actually pra...

Well here in Msia we dont have the 4 seasons so what the hell. But i quite anticipated for what in stores for Fall/Autumn. More dark earth / pastel shades of clothes and make ups. But lets not talk about Fall yet, we still have summer .. did we? Yes here we have. It's still August and the sun still shining during the days. Anyway im off for a late summer beach vacation in the East Coast. (and im supposed to pack!!) Anyway dun forget the sun blockers, the shades and of cuz the Ruffles skirt. (this one i got from GAP, KLCC) yes thats not the beach, thats a messy dungeon.. owh well! CHeerio! Blogged by Amylia @ 31/07/08 : 1201 hrs

2 weeks ago, the relationship as scandal upgraded into friendship. When a girl and a guy became friends, sometimes its getting more complicated and that was the sign for me to say goodbye to him and live my life solo. No dudes. No men at all. I told my gfs it would be until year end and I want to be completely no men in my heart. As such, also I believe no more men from the past. Think they have hurt me so much. For 2 weeks, men are (to me) my daddy, my bro, my cousins, my bosses, my colleagues, my business users, my mamak guy (who owns the shop downstairs of the office where I got my Milo or Low Fat Milk every morning). Ha ha ha thats all. It was weird when I completely living my life solo when I realized more men were actually smiled and checked me out when I was taking the LRT and Monorails almost everyday. I always replied their smile with a weird face signing like 'Why are you smiling at me?', 'should i smile back?' and never ever since I got my training in the Gy...