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I tried to substitute the word Insaf with repent or is it repentance/repentant?

Whatever it is, Insaf is the keyword of my life today.

1. Even if my mom didnt sms or call me for the whole week after I told her a bad news, doesnt mean That she stops loving me. How could I ever think of that. A phone call from her this morning around 11:45 am really made me Insaf.

2. I was in doubt whether to just go to the wet market and nearby supermarket or to drive to Giant to get supply for the spaghetti cooking session today. I was remembering some people said, if you're in doubt and not confident, please dun proceed. And yes I didnt drive. Not to say I was lucky and dont believe in fate, its just that I followed my heart and trusted my instinct. As a result, the budget was still in and the spaghetti is not that bad. ( for a first timer.. ) should have fresh basil anyway :D and a can of fresh peeled tomatoes.. darnnnn

3. Mom always said don't publish our pictures on the Net, blog, facebook or stuff. Or even worse to share it with other people. Well, I dont really care cuz I know people that I share with. However, when I was lepaking at some local forum, my friend showed me this bloody blog which just happened to publish all the pictures of local girls and some I know was very very very private. Geez, I hope all my ex's data storage with my bloody face pictures in it will be .. burned. Not burn to cd, I must say.. destroyed. And I hope I was good enough to me so the Karma strikes back. Whatever, this is the real Insaf one. Next phase, to get rid of people I dun really know on my fb. Goodbye, Stranger!

4. Still related to mom, she never stop reminding me to pay my study loan. And yes, when I was about to pay the dues, major Insaf also.. The m2u was down. :D What is the sign? Should I take part in Jangan Lupa Lirik and get at least RMXX,XXX to pay all?

5. Watching the dolphins on Saturday Night's National Geographic is not a big Insaf yet? Where I really could get fun partying my ass out. Dolphins... mesmerizing. Reminds me of how Great Allah is. Yesterday when I was watching Transformers 2, one of the lines was, I wonder hows the creator ? ( referring to the robots's creator ) Part of me saying Allahu Akbar, part of me saying Hasbro the Great. But I quickly Insaf and reminds myself that Allah creates the entire universe. All of it. In Quran, I remember its not just the Earth meantioned, its the entire universe.. So, I believe in Alien. And that is why, I was scared to watch Transformers. Cuz I believe.

6. What else related to Insaf, the part of I didnt go for Meatballs, but I had some chicken spaghetti. Meat is Insaf-ing :D

7. Must have number 7, urm.. Can I say that, now I said No Thanks to those who tried to flirt with me on the Net, or maybe proceed to the real thing. Cuz I am Insaf? I know what age Im holding now and Its no time to flirt around anymore. Its either futuristic or nothing. *** futuristic means a relationship that is heading somewhere.

ok Now to Insaf and go to bed. Please bring him to my Dream.












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