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15!

hello!

I am waiting for the midnite to publish this post. I know I havent been post any entries for so
long as I was kinda busy :D Ha ha. So, this is the post on the 15th day of 2010. Half month of
the first month of 2010. But its not just the 15th for this special entry, I dun wanna interrupt
the whole entry on 14th. It was Nabil's Birthday. I tried to ignore it but being a very soft hearted,
I did text him to wish. This morning. Ahh well..

Nabil was alive again on the 10th day of 2010. I thought he was gone for today. But he was ok. We
havent been too deep yet, I have a feeling that we wont do that again. Y'know a little piece of me
was actually think that he is seeing somebody. I think I would be fine, but I just dont wanna know.
I know what will I be if he end up telling me. ( i secretly think I would faint )

Anyway, the facebook was alive in the office as of today. Maybe yesterday they upgrade the wingate
stuff, not that I know... So, someone from the past actually commented my status. That was big!!!!
Cuz he was from the past, he is alive again since last year April ( I think?) and its weird cuz he
will always there whenever I am very much single ha ha

This is what the girls been telling me, 'Amy, move forward! Dont go for the guys from your past, they
are all bad news!' Heheheh they may be right, That is why I didnt contact any since the 1st day of
2010. I tried to be very much neutra and stuff, its just that I will still taking my sweet Californian
guy along. Para sempre! He put a smile on my face, everytime! So he is one who need to be kept until
he withdraw.

Gosh this is crap.

I think from the past entries, I did mention that I am reading this book passed to me from Nadiah.
she was like, 'OMG Amy, I got this book and you got to read it!' Just because the main character from
the fiction was so much like me, krazie like me, blogger like me.. had a cellu-thighs, just like me!
Except that she was gorgeous.. and

ahh well, looks like goin to cont this tomorrow. Seems like 14th hasnt over yet. Big Nite Tonite!




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