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From the bottom of my broken heart...

Are you a fan of Britney Spears?

I was. That title, was one of my favourite song from her. I stopped listening to Britney as the single Lucky came out. I think she went on stupid. And the voice got too .. unfriendly to my ears. Thought I dun really know her recent song, but the one I heard was the song she wrote when she was pregnant.


Its in you you see it somebody's watching over and that is all im
Praying is that someday you will understand in god's whole plan
And what he does to you oh but baby someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see, you'll see it all in your baby you'll see it all in your baby


I think it was beautiful.

Anyway, back to my fiction. I am blogging now to kill some time before I go off to la la land. It has been a very quiet and lazy weekend. Anyhow, managed to spend the good money yesterday, having the scalp treatment as e3, I accompanied Nadiah to get her hair cut and the treatment too. Ended up she had this amazing super nice blonde highlights. It was cheap, MYR 49!! And it looks good on her!!

My hair stylist wanted me to change my hairstyle. He said my face looks so big with my rebonding flat hair. I hate it. I wish I coud have thick hair like I used to have. Honest, he got this amazing idea.. but that include perming and stuff.. Damn. I rather to wait for my original hair to come out the I will think about perming and stuff.

In the meantime, I shud shud shud stop eating like now and get my ass on the threadmill. This 2 days weekend, I didnt even go to gym. And no reason attached to it. However, me and Nadiah walked a lot that Saturday and it was hot in KL. So I think I burnt calories. We had the hairdo in front of Kotaraya, then walked a bit to get a cab to Pavilion. Then had lunch at Scissor's Cut and hang out, had Starbucks session before I took her to walk to KLCC. It wasnt that tiring though, its a walking distance.. And we needed to burn the calories over the rice for lunch :D

In KLCC, I had lasagna! :D

Once reached home, I got online and stuff. Started farming again, and Z was online. Z was the guy from the past, who sometimes there, sometimes not there. He said he was bored, I saw I was tired. He was like hinting to see me. But I kinda ignore the hints and we actually barely creating a conversation. I dun have any idea what to talk to him and he was keep on bringing all the past stories. I got bored so I excused myself to have some entertainment from the black box.

Ahh, just in time to blog, but I gotta go. Need to sleep and the phone doesnt stop buzzing. Everytime, I am blogging, Nabil surely came out. Coincidence!!

Good nite then.





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