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Lazy Saturday

Back in Bentong. I really hate to drive but I had to. I was out 7 am from my crib. I dun really fancy morning sunshine when I was driving - makes me sleepy, a gloomy after dawn is better. Opened my eyes a bit. I did fill up the tank at Jet Gombak. Shell of course, I was getting the V-Power one, never realized that it costs fortune. I now know that there are 3 type of gas. 95, cheapest, 97 - Ma used it and asked me to use it too and of course, red - V-power, meant for the red ferrari. :D No wonder when Ma asked me for which color I chose, I said it was red. The nozzle was red. Ma was so terrified and afraid that I would choose diesel :D well, it could happened. Since I took over this little Myvi, I think I went to the gas station on my own for less than 10 times. So, imagine.

I noticed the driving was different, using the V-power. Of course felt more powerful. If things go well, tomorrow maybe will take the little myvi to Kuantan for some driving treats. She was in the lot for so long. Time to take the little baby to get some sun.

=)

Ahh, maybe should take it to get some shower afterward. I never wash my car on my own :D hu hu hu. Not a girl's job I think :D I'd rather pay.

The same case when my light went out, I'd rather wait in the dark then to try to fix it myself.

very very un-independent :D

Anyway, completed the True Blood season 2. I noticed more skins were clothed this time. Except they had one episode where people of Bon Temps had orgy under influence. They were all naked. Just like the birthday suit. Isk...

Owh gosh, some people might come in my blog after the keyword of orgy now. Damn.

I have no idea what to write actually, very very not inspiring for the time being and lack of communication with just anybody. I dont know, I'd rather blog than talking non sense with some people and I'd rather sit alone at home like a friggin mad psycho girl than to go on a date with people whom I know will only waste my time and money for me to look nice. Its all crap.

I think the time will come. Maybe now I need time for myself. ( dont I have enough time on my own, all this while? ... no, I did stupid things. I didnt love myself enough)

Sometimes back to the dark ages, I kept wondering.. what was I thinking?



However, no regrets. Things would be better, but who knows.. It could be worst. We aint God. We make plan, we screw up. He has better plan. It would be .. er, nicer.


Ok this is all crap. I will be back tonite. Wiser.



Hushgirl currently listening to :
Trouble
Coldplay
Parachuts



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