The Gemini Girl and A Libra Boy

again...

You have a certain cool, laidback charm right now. Your intellect shines, and you have a gift for creating structure where none existed before. A certain level of confusion regarding your love life lifts at this time.

so true? coincidence! but we managed to end it peacefully. at least for me. I didnt cry. maybe cuz it hurts so bad? i dunno. maybe cuz im relief.

but to stay positive i think. the never-wrong formula is to think of the sweet times we had together. maybe its fake but its all act up. but again, what we dont know doesnt hurt. so be it.

to me, he is still my first and probably my last love. I dun see myself loving other guy like i love him ( again. yes im saying this cuz i havent found one.. of course )

but jie jie, if you happened to read this. i dunno - its you inside that i love, u know it and yes, you're so fucking special. i wish i was special.

Hushgirl currently listening to :
creep | radiohead

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

If you know my story, or if this blog still has the original entries, you sure do know that how excited I'd be with the second part of this movie. Yes as per the title. Of cuz it was related with my old man. The ex. Not that we used to go to a movie and watched it together, it was my fave even before I met him. Then when we were met, I shared to him all of my fave things. Including this, also the song Tentang Seseorang which I played in the background of our phone conversation in the wee hours. I have no idea when it became his favorite as well. But I know when he started to call me Cinta. Just like the main cast name. Just Lyke the movie, our relationship suddenly ended. I had hard times trying to forget him. Attempting to accept a new guy in my heart was really hard, and moving on?? He was indeed, my first love. And just like the movie too, we had our second chances. And toward the end, I really believe that, that was love. I was in love, he loves me. That was the closure

Emotion Sickness

I finally asked my bff a random question ive been shooting other bff to. Lol So I confessed that I have been stalking my ex- soulmate instagram account. I mean how wouldnt i do it? I was already lost n depressed. I thought it wont affect me. Indeed, it did. Fucking hard. But seeing his chubby yet high cheekbones put a smile on my face. You know the feeling when somebody who used to make you happy and hurt on the same time, its twisted yes, but im so glad i am happy seeing him happy! Even my bff agreed he has a nice life. Good job, pretty wife and cutest couple of baby girls. Yes im happy. I never seen my life having all that. Maybe thats the reason. I love you anyways. :) This is the last emotional entry I'll try

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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